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happy cny

2012-01-24T07:35:00.001-08:00

first day of CNY , hello everybody :)
gong hei fatt choi , gongxifacai :) happy cny peeps. :)

yup going to TIEN HOU GONG , a temple nearby MidValley .

was waiting for daddy while he parked the car .

back to dad's hometown .

goodnight .

2012-01-21T07:31:00.000-08:00

有些事情 ..
真的不知道可以怎樣說 ..
更不知道該說給誰聽 ..
應該以什麼樣的身份來聽 ..

哈哈哈 .. 也許這就是部落格最能派上用場的時候吧..
因為它都會讓我把這些不知如何說出口的話 ..
給寫在裏面 ..

只想做個內心強大的女孩 ..
遇到什麽都不要害怕 , 都受不了傷害而已丫 .. :)
很難麼?

我害怕它會到來..
所以我才不斷逃避吧 ..
hmm.. 或許過了就會沒事,
逃避下又會過掉啦 . ^^~..

有些東西..你害怕它會到來..
可是當你在經曆的時候.. 其實應該沒那麼可怕..
可是這一次, 就當是我不敢也不想去面對吧 :)

胡說一通.

2012-01-17T21:48:00.000-08:00

星期一晚上和朋友們放孔明燈 ..
呵呵很美麗很可愛 !
孔明燈真的很美 .. :]

八點半就和虹去郭家, 呵呵還玩遊戲決定誰第一個寫 ! xD

好喇, 第一個不是我 xD 我是第三個 =D
我寫了蠻多的.. 有一些是可以努力達成的 ..
有一些則是需要天的幫助 .. 懇求上天會看到我的心願 ..
幫我達成一下下 .. ^^~ .
呵呵, 寫的都是很重要的心願 ..
however我還是有一個沒寫到 .. 也許是不可能而且那時朋友們在隔壁..
我一時忘記寫了吧 .. 哈哈.
或許就算寫了也不可能實現吧 .. 有寫到祝你學業進步就好, 我知道那是你最想要的 :]

嗯! 加油加油! 希望2012會是一個很好的一年! :)

呵呵，看看可愛的我們 xD

mr.KOK :D

me with my kong ming deng . =D

hunghung .

ah bing :D

hehehe =D they're lighting up something ..

my wishes for 1 page long XD

wowww done .. ! nice dao ! =D

wooooah love it ! 1,2,3 .. it's going up ! :D

hehehee yaay !

gone up .. wow .. nice leh?! :P

然後嘛 .. 一放完了后就有幾個aunty出來,
哈哈哈他們問, " 你們不知道不可以在住宅區放孔明燈的咩??" ..
" what for you all light up the BALLOON?!" .. LOL .
孔明燈不是熄火了后才掉下來的咩?? O.O
還有熱能是它只會向上飛呀 .. :X
哈哈然後就逃走逃離現場 xD
就去喝茶了. 哈哈哈哈。

然後回家 ..
沒想到一到家就碰到這樣的事 .
我說, 不要以為我好欺負 .
我最重視的人和事物, 最好別傷害, 不然我真的要讓你吃不完兜著走!
*err .. 諺語用錯了? O.O 就是不會讓你好過 >.<

其實我只是會自我保護 .. 不要我重視的人和事物受傷害,
從17歲那年起, 這個自我保護模式已經啟動 -__-
那些傷害到我家人和我重視的東西的卑鄙小人 , 我真的不會客氣對你.
這世上充滿著太多這些小人了。遠離我，好嗎?

嗯, 剛買了很可愛的marshmallow , =D

呵呵, 我大愛呀 ..
也許是他軟軟的 colourful的 .. 呵呵,
我就是喜歡色彩繽紛的colourful的東西 .. 色彩鮮豔亮麗的都是我大愛的 ..

所以今年新年衣鞋我都很愛 xD 呵呵.

上個星期和寶貝們去逛逛買了一件很colourful的衣..寶貝都說一看就很適合我,
哈哈是為我而設計的 XD !
開玩笑喇不過我真的喜歡colourful (:

嗯.. 我最大的心願就是吃盡全天下的美食呵呵.
會達成的 :]

2012最大的心願 ..
不多 .. 希望你幫助我達成吧老天爺 ,
還有我爸爸 . =X

接下來 , 很想很想很想敖犬會來大馬宣傳LOLLIPOP F的新專輯 ,
天啊 ! 我要見敖犬啊 !!!!
怎麼來新加坡卻沒來大馬?!
我要敖犬 !

啊 . 又要新年了 .
我真的有夠沒用的.
啊!!
算了不說了 , 越想越討厭自己 :(

有幾個video 我很想贊一贊的!! ^^~ .
這個嘛 .. 不是因為浪漫感動到我 .. 而是它給到我一種很想戀愛的感覺 !
太甜蜜了這一對太有愛了丫 ..
可是兩年從來沒見過面 .. 這竟是第一次見面 ..
可是看得出雙方都是認真的 .. 嗯.. 遠距離的.. 是視乎你自己怎樣去維持吧 .. :]
而然後他們又會不會分.. 誰也預料不到.. 不過只要愛過就不要後悔 :)
我是笑著看完整個video的.. i feeeel so loved ! :D

然後突然間很想念【單身男女】.. 去年看這部戲的時候有幾個場面也讓我真的哭了 ..
吳彥祖深情告白的一段 ..

古天樂耍浪漫哄女主角的一段..

天呀 .. 如果這世界上.. 給個吳彥祖我就好了 .. 現實中又是一個好男人好老公. Lisa S 真幸福 !
其實嘛.. 要找就找個專一的,
不需要很好不需要很聰明不需要很本事不需要很有錢 ..
可是至少不會是背後背著你還跟其他幾個女人"有路"/"曖昧曖昧"的那種就好! (:

也許,
是時候買定姑婆屋了 .
好男人, 在哪裡? :( :( :(
唉還是註定沒人要的算了吧我 .

呵呵,晚安新年愉快 .. 新年后再更新了 .. :] :]

14th of Jan 2012 .

2012-01-14T23:44:00.000-08:00

somehow it looks brighter in this photo ,
hmm it's not that bright in reality ..
err maybe you should see me in real ? :)

一點點的自戀照 .. ^^~.
好喇因為喜歡照片里的頭髮 . xD

erm .. yesterday was the day to meet babe Jessie and May ..
hehe met babe Jes in THE FACE SHOP sin geh cuz she wanted to buy something , (:
then went to Neway at 11am ,
yuppp time to recommend some nice songs again ^^~.. huhuhu.

*yupp .. canto songs again. x)*

actually some Malaysians ain't really familiar with those canto songs,
hahaa it's kinda rare i could keep on listening to latest canto songs during singk session
and it only can be done in Neway ,
cuz they're not really available in Redbox , i mean the "latest" songs . :)

yeap yeap, Alfred Hui's [螞蟻] ..
"你的突然離開　管我力竭與聲嘶　還是極攻於心計.. "
erm i have no feeling towards Alfred geh but his songs are nice ,
for me , especially this song (:

ehehe , [螞蟻] is an emo song ,
let's move on to another very sweeet lovely song , [勾手指尾] .. ^^~.

"那天我共你　勾手指尾　
答應過會更愛你　抱緊你就有好天氣.. "
*my mind is full of this song's melody .. the lyrics are keep spinning in my head :D*

Hehe, this is very romantic and sweet , the guy , Jason鍾一憲♥ is damn cute ! seeeeee ! xD

very sunshine and lenqzaii hahaha , gosh being 花癡 again ,
he is a doggie lover :D (AhFung and Bosco are doggie lovers too) , that's why i'm impressed xD

tell me tell me , are the girl,Karene and him couple ?! heard that's its not . xD

btw, Jason's another song [明明] also not bad .. (:

叫Jason的人都很會唱歌嗎?
最近很addict Jason陳柏宇 .. 現在到Jason鐘一憲 ,
呵呵, 可是有一些叫Jason又那麼"乞人蹭" ? :X

ermm ermm,
after Neway , we went to hang around to buy shoes and bags . =]
and had lunch in BBQ PLAZA , whee :D
haha, no matter how many times , i'll never get bored of it ,
guess what ?! ;D there's a guy with model/actor's look worked there , HAHAHAA .
no laarh , just found that his nose is damn tall and nice and wondering why didn't he be model LOL hahaahaa .
can we exchange? :( :( :( :( :(

after Neway , yupp SweetChills time , the new frozen yogurt in town .

erm , for me its chocolate flavour is the best , i don't like the other flavours ,
still i prefer tutti frutti more cuz the flavour provided is more and the toppings are more . :D

around 5.30pm .. Tom Cruise's time with Jessie after May had left ! Ethan was waiting for us in the Hall 4 of GSC ! xD

gosh , i love the action scenes in the movie ,
tho we were late for the movie and missed the beginning part :P

what do you feel if you're the one who's on Dubai building? sweating* .

hmm , after movie , once stepped out of the theatre ,
gosh i heard William So 蘇永康 was singing 【那誰】 live on the stage in groundfloor , LOL .
hahaha babe Jessie and I immediately ran to the stage there , hahaaa ,
took some blur pics . why was he wearing sunglasses on stage?! HAHAHA .
after took few pics , then we left le . hohoo then i did something again , with no regrets ;)

" 青春一生只有一次 .. 就讓我無怨無悔的任性瘋狂一次吧 !
雖然也許需要付出很大的代價也許我會後悔 ..
不過在我後悔前讓我再為青春任性最後一次吧 . :) "

嗯 .. 有些事情我還是不懂應該要做怎樣的抉擇和決定 ..
怎樣?
我究竟該怎樣去做選擇? :[

我應該繼續還是不應該再繼續?
哎喲喲煩喇! 頂.
所以唯有繼續不去想, 好喇給我一些時間我會做出不後悔的決定!

canto songs.

2012-01-13T08:55:00.000-08:00

上個星期六日都是香港樂壇頒獎禮 ..
我兩天都充滿了廣東音樂 .. 呵呵.

要推薦的,
C ALLSTAR - 天梯 :)

古巨基基仔 - 爆了 :D 哈哈 .
他說.. 歌詞里的“小鳥爆開了” 讓很多人感到很痛 ..
其實是在說著angry bird xD 真的很有[CHOK] 的feel .. :D 不錯不錯 . :))

吳雨霏 - 我本人 :)

my week . :)

2012-01-13T05:41:00.000-08:00

woaaah , update update again , ^^~ .
hehe i'm back . :D

這幾天這個星期都很充實 .. 明天繼續充實!
下個星期再繼續 .. :D :D
新年 .. 還要繼續嗎? 想找工作在年初一初二做 . :X

hmmm ,
enrolled on Monday already ! (:
wow , took long time lo .
taken tough subjects leh , work harder lerh this sem .
babe Annie and Renisyce went to Sushi King with me after enrolled ,
hehee so happy to meet babes again , we seperated for about 3 weeks ++ :[
we talked alot on that day hahahaa ! :D
huhuhuu feel so satisfied , awwh salmon sashimi , IMISSYOU arrr !.
next weeeek! xD

yuppie yuppie , then Tuesday ,
just met sweetie Shew Ling up , :D
lunch together in Papparich , then went to boutique =)
chat jor alot together hehe . =]
hope to seeya soon perhaps during CNY? :)

然後晚上去了【大魔術師】在Seremban的首映,
哈哈. 原來看首映的多數是一家大小去 .. 和uncles aunties居多哦 ..
我是做個孝順女陪爸爸去看 .. (:
哈哈反正不用錢啊 .. . LOL.
是比我想像中好笑詼諧 .. 嗯, 我看這部戲逗得很多uncles aunties們大笑..我爸也是. LOL.
劉青雲的角色有讓我感動到 (: 或許性格上有一點相似 ..
大家其實都在裝傻逃避好讓生活開心許多 . :)
有苦都儘量把它給埋起收起逃避一下又忘掉喇 .. (:

梁朝偉老了可是還是難掩那份魅力 .. 歲月不留人啊 ..
魔術很精湛! 真的 .
加上周迅.. 兩大影帝一影后的演技過招就是亮點了啊. 呵呵.
是值得看的.
[我還有幾部賀歲電影想看!!!]

wednesday ,
enen went to Times Square with cute buddies, Joey , AhBing & Kok , hahaha .
haha , cuz we planned to buy CNY clothings ma .
this year i bought them kinda late , :X
then i and Joey were excited because of the nice clothings in the Korean shop and
nice shoes around there ! .
cuz i saw the clothings i want . seriously , i'm more to Korean's fashion . lol .
and also the vintage vintage one . LOL.
i and Joey bought clothings in the Korean shop there , while Ahbing and Kok also
bought the things they want.
awwh they 3 bought the planet popcorn !
whee , i din buy cuz i was scared of 發熱氣 . :(
but i miss the cheese and seaweed flavour . should i buy tomorrow ? LOL .
SHOULD I BUY TOMORROW? lol .

hmm , then we also had the lunch in BBQ PLAZA when we first reached TS .
haha , seeing them back made me feel great and glad ,
and thanks for stopping me from buying the shoes ! HAAHAHAA.
they kept stopping me from buying the Pinky shoes ,
謝謝你們的阻止 xD 證明了你們都不是損友!! 哈哈哈 =D
真搞笑喇.. 呵呵呵.

then walked till around 6pm++ , we left and headed to Connaught . :D
awwhyaay ,
reached there about 7++ .
woww excited again cuz we were hungry , kept walking in TS and Connaught ! LOL.
we bought and share all the foods , huhuu seriously i was damn happy on that day :)
being with them makes me feel great cuz we talked alot we laughed alot we 38 alot , LOL !
we kept eating while walking , LOL. walked till the end !
HAHAHAA and was thinking of eating the 瘦身面吉靈面 ..
哈哈哈 吉靈面=kit ling mian - 印度面 哈哈哈哈! 笑死我們, 然後那兩個男的買衣服. 呵呵. 我只買了一個綁頭髮的 :) 哈哈還買了孔明燈打算那晚放,可是然後趕著回家所以說星期五放.
we kept talking craps , 笑料百出廢話一大堆哈哈哈真的很開心, 謝謝你們 :))

erm Thursday , out with babes to Sunway at first ,
then had lunch in Fullhouse , :) haha .
慘咯我和寶貝Annie的形象毀掉了 .. 咱們的淑女形象沒了!! 哈哈哈哈 xD

then just bought a pair of Red shoes in Forever21 in Sunway , it's in my list :)
hmm , then headed to Kenanga , the new 批發城 .. HAHAHA. err , not to say very nice ,
maybe it's not my type :/
then back to TS by cab cuz i parked my car in TS b4 we went Kenanga ;
yeaap . -___- i bought the shoes that i did not buy on Wed . LOL wtf . -__-
babes bought shoes together too , :(
arrgh , damn . due to some reasons , babe Annie and I were damn emo after that , :(
LOL, haihs. but okay laarh , i was okay jor when i was home :X just not to think , lol . hehe .

and now , i think i'm crazy because i think of doing some crazy things tomorrow , :[
could i ?!. arrgh .
i belum buy bags and a pair of sandals . -__- gosh . i hate meself =[
argh whatever , imma enjoy tomorrow outing . :]

ermerm ,
so today i just trimmed and cut my hair ;
and dyed hair . hehe . what's the colour now ?!
yeaah DARK ORANGE COPPER RED ? lol .
i'm satisfied with the outcome :D
looks like korean now ? haha . ohwell whatever , haha .
thanks to baby hubby Eshley ; and thanks to baby's mom for the CNY cookies, loves. :)
原本今晚放孔明燈的 .. 可是郭先生不在家,
所以改去下星期了呵呵 .. 期待期待叻, 我要寫下我的心願, 我有很多啊~呵呵 ^^..
我想好了要寫什麽的喇!! 你猜我會寫什麽? :P

didn't take pics of the outing leh , haha .
maybe the older i am , the lazier i am to take pics? LOL damn haha .
took some with babes in Fullhouse and in babe Annie's phone , :)

so that's how i passed my week ,
no sadness no sadness . :]
aiiks guess what , lasnight was the best night ever because i SLEPT WELL and
without kept on waking up frequently . lol .
Wed's night was terrible , i was dealing with insomnia and i couldn't fall asleep till 4am !
damn , it was torturing hey and i gotta getup at 9 in the morning , . :X

hopefully no more insomnia ,
don't mess with me i tell you . -___-

insomnia can happen without any reasons ,
when nothing bothers you , it still happens wtf .

okaay , imma sleep now , nights ^^~.

一半失眠的夜晚.

2012-01-08T08:08:00.000-08:00

今晚 .. 又是一個失眠的晚上了嗎 ?

已經有預感會失眠了 .. 所以從床上爬起來把電腦給提到床上打打blog 讓我抒發一下 ..

不懂爲什麽的 , 已經沒有很addicted to FB 了 ..
最近都覺得fb很sien ..
應該是人長大了人老了 呵呵.
在fb逗留的時間都大幅度降低而且基本上都是去玩玩game而已..
since現在我對tetris已經有點心淡了唉.. 它總愛欺負我 :( rank 19 料又 drop . -__- 大佬!!

哈哈算了吧慢慢玩 .. 不然血管真的爆 -__-

這兩天都覺得很很很sien .. 提不起勁 ..
電視還真的比電腦重要了現在 ..
只有每天看看【換樂無窮】【抉宅男女】, 都不錯.. 尤其是【換樂無窮】哈哈好笑.
我也看了【laughing gor 之潛罪犯】很有深度讓人emo的電影 ..
【JACK AND JILL】很搞笑可愛的電影 ..
遲些再blog電影的..

最近其實我也想了很多 ..
可是睡前第一件事我就是叫我自己什麽都不要想去睡覺 .

凍結自己的腦袋然後凍到睡著去 ..
有些夢 .. 讓你在醒了過後才發覺在現實里根本得不到夢裡的東西 才是真正的噩夢. =X

我有很認真的去想過 ..
都是我的錯嗎? 是不是由始至終都是我的錯 ??
是不是全部都是我的錯我處理的不好我個人的問題??!.

也許我的缺點就是 .. 我不夠假吧 .. 我不夠虛偽吧 .. 可是我真的不想學.

我會離開. 隨人怎麼想的 .

我會認真尋找, 我答應自己我會 :)

其實有兩句話很對的 ..
" 人生的旅途中，你总有那么一段时间，需要自己走，需要自己扛。不要感觉害怕，不要感觉孤单，这只不过是成长的代价罢了 .. "

" 人人都说女孩子不要太要强、太独立、太厉害，不然就不会招人喜欢。可是，我若不坚强，不独立，不变厉害，谁会在我最无助的时候伸出援手? .. "

所以我還是很認真的在尋找啊 :D

有空的祝福我如願以償吧 ..

明天還得回學校報名enrol . 不想了困了晚安 .

人生.

2012-01-05T19:54:00.000-08:00

2011 太多小人圍著了 ..
2012 .. 小人請彈開不要跟著來 . EFF OFF .

人生在世 ..
追求的是什麽?
追求的同時在追逐的又是什麽?
難道追求某些東西的時候就會自不然的又追逐另一些東西?

還是我活得失敗
做人失敗
比失敗更失敗的失敗?

該接受嗎?
不接受又能如何? 改變得了嗎? 還是應該改變我的思想啊??

嗯看來 .. 這個答案真的得慢慢尋求..或許2013來臨前
我會找到答案.

2012 survey

2012-01-04T01:05:00.000-08:00

yes i'm bored. very bored staying home so that's what doing this survey for .

imma find a part time job so i can work till CNY , earn extra money and kill boredom . any job intro? in SEREMBAN .

let's start ..
How many relationships were you in?
shyt question. what u mean? in 2011? Z-E-R-O .

What did you do for Valentine's day?
i did nothing perhaps i have forgotten but nothing romantic happened to me T__T

Did you recieve your driver's license?
HELLLL YEAH :) but still with license P . :/

Did you graduate high school?
yuuupp :D

Did you graduate college?
nope , i'm still in my dip program .

What was the best thing you got for Christmas?
grrh .. foods? LOL. i never got any christmas presents .

Did you fall in love?
YES ? NO ? I DON'T KNOW .

Did someone close to you die?
my mom's friend whom i used to call her a very kind aunty , :( RIP .

How many funerals did you go to?
never been to except for my grandparents's . pantang problem ? .

Did you get a new pet?
yesss .. pooor baby Jasper .

Did you get a new car?
yeaah . babycar had been accompanying me for almost a year .

Did you drastically change your hairstyle?
not really , just let it grow longer , might change hairstyle b4 CNY (:

Did you go out of the country?
yup , Thailand .

What was the best movie you saw in theaters?
hmm .. New Year's Eve ? :) [in 2011]

if years before 2011 .. there're kinda lot . [ENCHANTED] , i miss it .

What was the best cd released this year?
there are alot . the albums i bought are considered BEST x)

How old were you on your last birthday?
offically nineteen .

The last song you heard?
Leehom's 你不在 .

The last place you went?
a restaurant which is nearby my house for lunch with parents .

The color of the last shirt your wore?
purple ? am wearing it . :)

The last game you played?
TYPING MANIAC. i'm back to it ! quit tetris awhile , i gek sam :(

The last movie you saw in theaters?
Jet Li's Flying Dragon .. 龙门飞甲 .

The last thing you ate?
special 面粉糕 . hahaa .

The last thing you drank?
Barley .

2012 , 我的第一个遗憾 .. 就是我没得见这个男人 ..

好好保重 :( 我会想你的 x)

2012 过了4天 , diet plan totally PHAILED !! . daaaaamn . :#

我要做工宅在家闷到发慌 -__- 真的要做几个星期工了.

2012 的第三天夜晚 .. 竟然还是失眠了. 唉不要这样啦好吗.

goodbye 2011 .

2012-01-03T06:52:00.000-08:00

2012 is hereeee .. like FINALLY ..
let's start to rawk it with [we found love] ! :D

i still remember i was watching the [2012] 2 years ago .. and wondering,
hmm when 2012 gonna come .

there're lotsa things which i wanna accomplish in 2012 ,
dunwanna left myself any regrets.
nobody knows when the world gonna end,
or , no one knows when my life gonna end. *TOUCHWOOOOOOD !.

can't bliv that i'm already 20,
*or i'm actually still 19++ ? my bday just passed for about 2 months. :X
HAHAHAHAAA. 20 . no more "1" . it's now "2" . sigh.
somehow i dunwanna grow old. lol .

20 , i want more freeedom ; perhaps i can be home at midnight often? HAHAA. :P
at least my parents wont stop me for going countdown at midnight , yeah.
20 , i want my maturity to grow ; guess so it's growing . (:
20 , yeaah FREEDOM . imma travel kinda 'alone' in the age of 20 . i mean , parents aint following me to HK in March . does it sound ber-freedom ? :D sorta .
20 , i wanna go to some place which i crave for . i'm serious :) i dunwanna just stay in Msia before i die or world ends or whatsoever :$
20 , i wanna earn more money as i could . ya , i crave for unlimited money, i admit (:
20 , i wanna and i'm praying hard that i could get something i wish for . :( :(
20 , i wanna LOSE WEIGHT !! HAHAHAAAAA . duh .

in the age of 19 , i had lotsa experiences .
hmm ,
at this age , i had more freeedom than i was in high skul .
at this age , i drove to big city even i was alone .
at this age , i tried lotsa new things .
at this age , i chase many stars . WE CHASE TOGETHER :) :)
yes babes ilyall .
at this age , i attended to few awards ceremony . (:
at this age , i attended to few concerts .
at this age , i tried many yummy foods .

and fell in love with Jogoya and Salmon, steamboats .. bacons .. and lot more ! whoots. uncountable . awwh haha.
at this age , i saw much of the fakeness of people . my self-protection turned ON infont of the fakers . yeaah some people are just too fake, eventho they may just around you . figure it out.

at this age, i lost a friend . or maybe few ? hmm. be frank , sometimes something still reminds me of you somehow . because i cherish what we been thru together . oh nvm, nothing's meant to be now . :)
forgetting is the best gift for each other as we're just "passby-ers" in each other's life .

at this age, i appreciate and cherish the real friends more and i faithfully thank to those who're good to me and care for me .
yes besties ilyall .

at this age, i cherish my family more than before because family are someone given and decided by god , not chosen by ownself .
at this age, i started to earn money by myself.
at this age, i've got a babycar .
at this age , i was trying to get things done by myself without really relying on others. #trying to be tough cuz i HAVE TO .

at this age, i been to Thailand with family and aunt.
at this age , i been to some clubs and became a non-professional clubber .
at this age , i steamboat alot , singk alot , watch movies alot and hang out alot too ? :D
at this age , something very bad and unlucky happened , damn i'm emo now . :#
ftw i dunwan them to fcukin happen anymore ftw.
*i dun wish to recall so forget about this .*

我就是有一種病 .. 在晚上睡覺前都會偶爾有種很怕的感覺. 扛扛扛我得扛到什麼時候?

at this age , i think i had the sickness of athazagoraphobia . :(

at this age, i fallen in love with Jang Keun Suk . hahahahaaa.
at this age, i fallen in love with Aaron Yan :D bwahahahaa.
at this age, i fallen for Ao Quan too . x) not much but still have. :P
at this age, i had so-called crush on someone who exactly won't love me . hahaha.
he's the one whom make me think that we really got fate cuz i at least saw him once each day.
i mean, used to be but not anymore LOL.

at this age , many little things happened larh haha.

at this age , i had lotsa good memories and bad ones . owh i'll only remember the good ones aite.
at this age , i was single . LOL LOL LOL .
at this age , i started to crave for something .. hmm . still craving and keep chasing.

at 19 or 20 or older , i'm still being me and always will be .
i dunwanna be fake just for whatever .
people being fake , it's their own business . but i dunwanna be .
tho it's hard and not so good perhaps , but i just wanna be and do what i want . follow my heart , tho sometimes it's risky . (:

i am still me , the real me :)

dun remember that much ady , i shall look back to the archieves in my bloggie for the things happened in 2011. lol .

2012 , be a better year ! and TREAT ME BETTTTER . :)

goodnight .

Connaught night market & NYE & NY .

2011-12-31T22:24:00.000-08:00

last wednesday .. had a great outing with bestie, Bernice. and her friends. (:
yeaay the girl who lived with me since we were 7 . :)
she's offcially graduated from form 6 right now haha.

planned to go Connaugh Pasar Malam with her on Wed night.
then we decided to go Neway in the afternoon (:

hahaha, reached there about 1pm .. had some salads and snacks there.
then started to sing . :D
the best thing is that i sang 陳柏宇's【你瞞我瞞】..
damn, watch the MV, you'd feeeeel SADDDDD. T__T
i have damn much feeelin to sing this song somehow !.
" 无言的亲亲亲侵袭我心 ..
仍宁愿亲口讲你累得很 .. "

hehe. then sang and ate till 4pm ..
guess what, sang Katy Perry's 【the one that got away】 ! hmm felt great. :)

i love both of these songs so much , love it.
and awwhyay, do you know that i'm addicted to a HK drama【我的如意狼君】 now?
sang its theme song主題曲 too, wow i felt the sadness of the drama during singing. :(
all in my mind is 佟本善 & 徐芯 .. HAHAHAA.
lol pichas are here, :)

before we left , the song of Lollipop F. 戰利品. the MV damn touching. 敖犬 awh.

i know im lame . :#

noooooby look . -__-

ignore this craziness and stupidity .

hair seeems grow longer . :D yaa i love this pic .

she's Bernice . loves*

then after we left, just walked around to look for the nice clothings,
but then i did not buy any single thing there, just spotted a pair of nice vintage shoes. :D
arund 6pm .. yaay going to Connaught Pasar Malam in Cheras. damn traffic jam in halfway, :$
reached there about 7.30pm ++ ..
then immediately went to toilet first HAHAHHAA. after that,
FOOOD'S TIME :D wheee!.

we kinda bought alot of foods and we shared em all , haha.
saw my high skul buddies there too, hahaha.
spotted another pair of nice shoes in red ,
but my foots oversized :( i know it sad. :(
then ohya, another 1 thing,
we bought the drinks, something like GongCha, but in cheaper price larh haha. x)

i still chose my fave , BLACK TEA IN MILK FOAM 奶蓋紅茶 :D
oh notbad ! got GongCha's rasa xD
super duper crowded there ,
Bernice kept on bringing me 殺出重圍. LOL funny man . x)
there are something which i will definitely buy everytime i be there ,
Tomyam meatballs , Curry fishballs , Thai BBQ pork , Taiwanese 蔥油餅 . .. *drooling!
and bought the doggie's foods for my Jasper on that day too (:
and bought some girl's thingy . =)

then walked till 930pm .. we just went home .
i miss the fooods there again dah :(

then the next day,
went to watch movie with dad. yeaah, watch the Jet Li's [FLYING DRAGON 龍門飛甲] in GSC Pav. :)

oh guess what, the vision effects not bad :) tho the storyline abit boring and lengthy. :/
有些不需要的情節實在可以cut掉..整個片子略嫌冗長. 就會完美得多 =) *純粹個人意見
the Chinese-cultured movie sometimes is not bad , but you need high IQ to watch . lol.
and without subs , it's abit harder for me to understand, lol.

i was once a kid who loved chinese traditional culture and knowledge so much when i
was in primary school .
my Chinese was really good when i was still in primary school,
till i entered high school . :X due to some reasons, i kinda hate Chinese class in high skul LOL.
btw 陳坤 is really not bad in the movie, hehee.

so charming in the movie . yaay seriously lol .

ermerm .. then back home continue with my 【Bottled Passion, 我的如意狼君】..
if you care for me, xD you would know how addicted i am to this drama, LOL xD

this scene made me cried . :(

佟本善 + 徐芯 .. 李浩 + 牛奶糖 = LOVE . :)

naaaa .. a big big 佟本善 for you ! xD damn lenqzaii .. his acting in this drama, awesome (:

THIS DRAMA IS AWESOME ! . 李添勝監製的作品總讓我非常非常愛,就像去年的那部
【義海豪情】一樣 .. 他偏愛民初劇.. 今年他的新劇【天梯】我也蠻期待的 :)

just to recommend you to go and watch this drama, you would love it too . =)

then, ohoohh NYE. :)
during NYE i was going back to dad's hometown with parents.
going Times Sqaure first before going back . walked awhile, *yup just AWHILE -__-
then they back to Rawang ady .

well , Steamboat as dinner at night , not bad ;)
was playing lappy with couzie . (:

tot of going countdown with friends in Overtime, but then couldn't make it
cuz came home late , traffic jam in KL on halfway :(

okay so now i swear, imma rawwwwk 2012's NYE on 31st of DEC end of this year ! :D :D

but thank god,
i had a very great beginning of 2012 on the first day . :D
HAHAHAA thankiuu guys (:

supposed to go temple with mum but there was some changes so did not make it .

I was hanging out with Jesse and HungHung , visited Jeeying in her working place ;
then walked around and bought MCD ice-cream hehee.
then went for porridge but too crowded ,
so we went to Labu village for the ban mee板面. hahaa. not bad right? worth to try (:
then , went to s2 cuz Jesse wanted to find the futsal court and we went to Tutti Frutti around there , 50% on 1st of Jan ! were we lucky? HAHAHAA :)
as HungHung said , 1st day of 2012 was a happy day ,
i bet it signals that 2012 is gonna be a good year ? hmmm hopefully ;)

then went home , supposed for 2nd round yc but didnot make it too :(
next time arrrr grrrh.

errrm ermm ,
so that was what happened in few days ago . (:

guess what, it's now already 2012 .
think back what have we done in past year, 2011 ?
imma analyze the things that i've done in 2011 .

HAPPY NEW YEAR HAPPY 2012 EVERYONE.
live like it's the last day in ur life .

athazagoraphobia

2011-12-28T09:32:00.000-08:00

seriously i don'tknow who i am , for you people.

Janice Tan, stop being emo pls !
suddenly get confused at this moment, can you pls eff off from my homepage ?!. @@.

i think i'm having a sickness, which is ::

so wtf right i know . :X

goodnight all , imma update soon.

christmas day :)

2011-12-27T03:43:00.000-08:00

MERRRRY CHRISTMAS. :D
how was your christmas celebration? :)

i can't believe that i pm him in the chatbox and said,
" HEY MERRY CHRISTMAS :D ! "
hahaha lame me :P
but he did reply me with "merry x'mas" too ~ HAHAHAA lame larrh me :D
then i continued tetris-ing . i wanna practice till i pro abit , hmmph ! :D
since i'm having sembreak now, i will keep on practicing, ngek ngek ngek .
but i'm too noob , actually is my personalities caused me this noob,
cuz i'm having the "選擇恐懼癥" .. 而且我的頭腦不會轉不靈活. :( 所以我的數學很差. =[
but i will kayao geh ! =D

ohyaaa back to the topic :D
yeaah on christmas day, went to Jesse's house for xmas lunch, :D

ohahahaa thanks alot my dear and seriously, ur mom's cooking is nice,
i love the mee goreng so much , can i go to ur house for dinner sometimes? :P
met some high skul frens there , hahaaaa happy to meet em all again ! :D
nice chatting nice joke. :) made me image spoilt. LOL.
it kinda reminds me of some high skul moments, hmm.
how we used to joke used to laugh ..
then talked till around 4.30pm ..
mom was calling me and asking me whether wanna follow them back rawang or not ,
i chose to back cz since long time no back and mom told me got bbq at night. HAHAHAA. :X

errm, reached there around 630pm then went to the newly opened Aeon Jusco which is
opposite to my uncle's house ;
not bad got PDI, TheFaceShop, TGV but no greenbox or redbox .. lol.
i was thinking next time i be going back that time i wont be bored anymore cuz
i can go watch movies and hang around but too bad, mou dak singk :(
then had dinner at there, a restaurant "Madam Lim's Kitchen" .. hmm .

waited kinda for a long time, parents were being impatient, LOL.
then back to uncle's house and i was full so i did not go for the bbq , fml . :X
mom even told me got steamboat, now what ? lol. nothing else besides bbq.

then on9 and tetris-ing awhile while talking to my cousie,
HAHAA but at last, around 10pm i went downstairs and ate the 2 bbq sausages and 1 ham /.\
LOL. fat laaaarh i know ! :X was diet-ing lerh, nvm lo once in awhile,
mai assume as celebrating christmas so stopped dieting 1 day lo . hahaaa . lame.
then around 11pm went home with parents, :$
parents went to eat supper pulak .
reached home about 1am++ .
that's all for the christmas, don'tknow when i would be havin chances to celebrate it with snow :P

" hmm.. i think i know what i want now but ..
sadly i don't have that chance. :( "

got too many words which can't be spoken ..
from where i should tell out ;
or maybe sometimes just stop thinking and keep on escaping is the best way ?
yeah guess so , so i'm not thinking at all .
WHATEVER :)

Chrsitmas eve outing :)

2011-12-27T01:15:00.000-08:00

聖誕節過喇 .. :D 哈哈哈.
新的一年要來了.. 我要emo料, 因為我是 #teamforeveralone xD
有看那套【new year's eve】嗎? 倒數新年時,
他們一定問你"who you gonna kiss at the midnight?!" .. <囧> .
哈哈哈哈單身的我們.. 自己kiss自己吧 :D
anyway, 新的一年要快樂, 希望天天都是好天 :)

聖誕節前兩天.. 就跟幾個中學時期的朋友們吃東西,
因為朋友把車拿去service所以我們就出去吃東西談談天..
哈哈哈人生中需要一些醬廢的朋友才會多笑話.. 呵呵謝謝你們的廢喇哈哈 :D

我的聖誕前夕呢.. 就很不錯的因為我是跟幾個很可愛的朋友過.. 哈哈.
說真的，你們對我來說並不只是在普通朋友的階段, 謝謝你們 :)
這次一起見面吃東西唱k是真的很難得的一次, 哈哈 :D

那天早上還沒出發前.. 真的發生了一些很不愉快的事.. 我當下真的差點失去分寸..
我不停的叫自己冷靜..冷靜地去處理一切.. 雖然當下我有腦袋空白的一刻..不過..
我還是可以保持冷靜.. 發覺自己長大了.. 比起上一次發生那件事時.. 真的成熟了..
我不再是那種 [講就一流.. 發生事情時就只會在一旁哭什麽都不會做的小妞..] 長大了.
傷心事就不提了.. 壓抑壓抑就能把不開心的給忘掉..對嗎?
至少現在他是正在康復中的階段.. 請天保佑我們吧..

嗯,然後上KL的途中.. 是塞到有夠厲害!!塞到爸爸媽媽一起不認得!
13輛車連環撞,我從Seremban塞到Nilai都塞了
一個小時多.. 你想像一下, 我真的不敢想像.. 而且當時還要是下大雨!
我真的差點熬不過去.. 害怕當中又要擔心早上發生的東西.. 果然我真的長大了,
所幸的是塞到Nilai后就順暢了 .. 已經遲到了所以以超速趕上去Sunway Pyramid,
不過安全的超速喇.. 抵達后就被那裡的人山人海給嚇到.. 多人到 ... LOL.
meet了Angeline和欣怡先.. 我們兜兜轉轉才meet到大家..哈哈哈. 然後sc就站在我隔壁!
哈哈哈哈可愛的狀況.. 然後一起去吃午餐.. 大約3pm 由於大家都餓了 .. xD
去了BBQ Plaza吃.. 算是半個打邊爐吧.. 呵呵~ 我還是很想念火鍋!! xD *等我! :D
哈哈真不好意思,一直需要麻煩到大佬幫我加湯 xD 愛你 =D

呵呵..吃完後..我們就去唱k了.. :D
哈哈點了蠻多的歌..大多數是阿峯的歌 .. 哈哈~
大佬說她不唱歌的, 所以“逼”了她唱..哈哈哈 =D
可愛喇.. 那天的他們都很可愛, 唱唱下又被偷拍了.. xD
雖然我還不知道被偷拍得怎樣啦 xD
唱到六點多..就拍照留戀 :D
**我知道我是有夠自戀的喇哈哈哈! XD 不停狂拍,
沒辦法咯天生自戀改不了 :P
而且我也只在比較熟的人面前才會展現我自戀的本性哈哈 xD **
不要意思了欣怡的s2有了很多我的自戀照 =D
呵呵看看我的自戀照吧 :P

永遠不會忘記這一年的聖誕前夕呵呵 :D

你猜誰是誰? :D CHOK ~

我和sc. 有chok到嗎? xD

Angeline和我 :D 老大.

欣怡和我 :D

恩拉恩啦自戀的時刻來了 xD

sc和我 :D

可愛的三人 :D 都愛你們. :)

哈哈哈!

然後到七點..我們就離開了..sc也要上巴士了..
陪sc聊了一下然後大家各自都回家了 :D

我會很捨不得你們會很想你們的 :D
呵呵雖然大家都算是第一次見,可是感覺上已經很熟絡了..
哈哈也許我也很快熱的關係吧 .. 38了一點請不要見怪呵呵 :D
大佬和欣怡..等我去吃肉骨茶和火鍋 XD
sc.. 期待和你明年一起看林峯 :D 可能我會去到檳城旅行叻呵呵!!
謝謝你們, 真難得的一次竟然讓我們相聚了!! xD
期待下次 :)

tumblr post II with a "overthink-ed" night.

2011-12-23T08:10:00.001-08:00

yeaay i'm just sharing some random pictures,
which i have some random thoughts on them. (:

nice streets .. FEEEEL the pictures when you're looking at it .. :)
how i wish i could live in these streets ;
how i wish , i could be in Venice , be in Paris .
no worries , i'll be in , someday :)
*Venice - my dream place :D

a random guy who's standing in the street ..
do you feel his emotion ?
does the way he look like attract you ? ;)

yesh , imma daydreamer . we all are , aint we ?
i hope the things will not go against as what i planned ..
i'm afraid of changes in things as planned , i'm afraid of disappointments ..
i'm just too afraid to lose and trying to get what i want perhaps ?

but sometimes, we must be AH-Q-positive-thinking ..
something you cannot get , they don't worth it , hah .
however, when you get that 'something' , you'll feel that it's just nothing .
HUMAN BEINGS are MEAN i think? or just me ? :O

do you like girls? let's seeee some girls . :D

yeahh this high-waisted pants, this socks this shoes, and this bodyshape ! ME LOVE ;D

i love her hair , her vintage top , this is just so great.

THIS too. i've no words to describe but , feeeel it. :)

ber-feeeel .. nice .

now .. let's seeeee handsome boys? ahaaa :D

not focus on his look but his shoes and his outfit. :)

i love a tall nose , i don't have. :D
i love his emotion in the pic , he's me :D cuz he's in y profile picture.
i just found that picture is so nice .. and adorable :)

yeaah , i love tattoos . :$ it sounds weird? :X i mean the tiny & cute tattoos, not this huge. :X
imma have one soon. i'm serious. :)
he's a very sweet guy with a lovely smile, sunshine boy .. and i love his hair.
*why do i love hairstyle like this?, LOL. but i DO :D
tattoos and piercings just don't match him, but still he looks good in it. :)
oh boy , i'm in love with ur features. (:

ya this is the conclusion of tonight ,
sometimes I OVERTHINK THINGS ,
90% of the things you overthink wouldn't happen actually ,
but we would still worry about it . hmm .

goodnight peeps. :)
imma have a fun day for tomorrow.

*yeaay somehow i create my own language, i mean,
the word i created doesnt exist in the dictionary,
forgive my own-created-vocabulary in my broken english :)

tumblr post.

2011-12-22T07:17:00.001-08:00

woah nice macarons. .. :)
feeeling sweet? feeling happy? hehe .
imma buy the macarons home okay? :) nights world.

life's just colourful and sweet , sometimes .

冬至.

2011-12-21T23:18:00.000-08:00

goodmorning ..
冬至節快樂 :D

今天早上一醒來.. 不是喇..是下午兩點一醒來..
感覺上外面是在下雨的..
哈哈那麼冷冷的天氣.. 最適合不過的當然是一碗熱騰騰的湯圓吧? :D
起身去到廚房,發覺真的有搓湯圓的麵粉!! 準備好的也有,在鍋裡 :D
只是媽媽弄的湯圓都是用來拜神的,沒有糖沒有任何東西. 哈哈.

剛剛吵著媽媽說我要自己再搓再煮.. 因為我喜歡大大粒的湯圓! =D
夠大粒吧.. ? 呵呵~

雖然我知道我弄的湯圓不美, 又很醜(真的很丑), 可是我真的很喜歡,
因為是我親手搓的 :D 雖然只有幾粒喇呵呵.
*现在好想再吃..只可惜刚刚再弄过时..还没熟的汤圆全散了全毁了. :(

不是每一個人都有慶祝冬至的機會.. 你有..你要好好把握.. 珍惜身邊的人.. :)

我猜很多人弄的湯圓都很美吧.. 沒關係啦,我的湯圓就像我一樣..
肥肥又不美可是勝在內涵夠可愛哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!! xD

outings after finals [十分紅演唱會&SunwayPyramid hangout] :D

2011-12-19T01:31:00.000-08:00

here am i to update this lil bloggie after having some fun after finals :)
errm this gonna be a long post which about 2 outing on Sat and Sun. =]

yaaaaaay .. sometimes i don't even know if anyone is reading this,
if any of my friends is reading this , hahaha i don'tknow if anyone cares about me ..
i seriously don'tknow .. 我只是一個可有可無毫無重要性的人.. 不是嗎? (: 沒有任何的關心,
其實我也習慣了. 感激有好朋友的存在就好. 沒有像他人的重要性也沒什麼, 至少自由活著.. =D
i'm actually just a nobody who nobody cares .. ain't I ? :)
yaa i'm not as frenly as they are :D not as pretty as they are :D not as soft as they are :D

i'm just who i am ,
so love me or hate me , i don't fcukin care because caring about what the others think about you, you'll just livin in their lives as a prisoner ;)

whatever , i will just do whatever i want , write whatever i feel like to ,
blogging is not for people to see , it's for ownself to express the feeeeeling , but i guess most of them don't think so and don't do that , lol . alright , no big deal (:

sem-break has just started i guess , till 9th of Jan . :D
so what will i be doing in the break is watching AOD to catch up with the dramas back xD
to be a 宅女宅在家里发霉 .. :)
don't feel like logging into FB , it sucks . :$ don't live in FB dudes !
but will be having 2 outings in break too i guess.

ennnnn .. finals was over on last Friday , then went to the Korean restaurant nearby my college to have our dinner . yeaah it's 【little soeul restaurant】 ..
what's a lil special about this restaurant is something we wrote on the wall , aha :D
here it is .. =]

they are writing something :D

yeaah .. J.A.R. us :)

specially dedicated for someone by me . *loves. :)

HAHAHAAA lame and funny right .. the "你的心at where" is written by me @@ LOL xD

then after the dinner, i went to Bernice's home to overnight because the next day ,
we were going for NTV7 STAR LIVE CONCERT 十分红演唱会 !! :D
en , woke up early to have breakfast together with her family on Sat morning ,
then we headed to Cheras first because i thought of redeeming the VIP passes for 【金河跨年倒数派对】 the countdown party in sgw . but then .. we left :)
then hmm .. went to Sri Petaling to buy the nicest popiah ever ! :D tell you what , it's freaggin nice like you had never tasted before !! x)
realised that it was still early , so we went to KLCC to hang around ..

in Petrol Science Centre with Bernice . haha , just fool around :)

because i wanna buy the Gong Cha 【贡茶】 :D bwahahaa .
GongCha is nice nice nice ! i love the drinks with its special milk foam(奶蓋) ..
it's something milky on the top yet it tastes abit salty and sweet .. nice and undescribable :D

i'm totally pokai now i do not have money to buy anything :D yeay.
so i just bought myself a GongCha and a cookies. it's Bisou . :D

cupcakes from Bisou . :)

alright .. then around 3-4pm it's time to move to Bukit Jalil to Q up xD i know it sounds crazy uh . hmm. :)

when we reached there , kinda lotsa fans (Aaron炎亞綸's fans, Della叮噹's fans and Jess Lee李佳薇's fans) were there already . dammit , raining ?! i was like落汤鸡 x( luckily i brought a small umbrella LOL.
i and Bernice shared the small umbrella together lol .

see? LOL damn kua jeong after that , lot and lot more people buying and wearing raincoat, i'm one of them -__- but after i bought, no more raining, damn ! :X

then then .. luckily and thank god i won a pair of feeeeel good zone passes ! :D yaay ! a BIG THANK to OneFM ! :)
i and Bernice just squeezed ourself in when they allowed us to go in , dammit , it's terrrrrrible !
everyone was SQUEEZING IN ! kua jeong until cant imagine -__-
i almost fell down , now i know the power of Aaron , Della, Anthony, and the others :P

yeaah no zoom in xD i'm standin at the first row xD but kinda left side of the stage :)

【btw .. i'm a fan of Aaron and Anthony .. i mean the biggest reason of going is to see Aaron and Anthony .. of course i wanna listen to Sam Lee and Jess Lee singing live :D wheee.
不止喇我还想听其他艺人唱现场 .. 哈哈我是贪心的我并不是专为任何一位偶像而去而已x)】

该怎么说呢 .. 在现场有些时候我真的有很感触的时刻 ..
有很想掉泪的时刻 .. :"( 才发觉 .. 原来我真的很爱他 .. :( 他是炎亚纶. :/ 还有倪安东 ..
曾几何时Anthony是我的第二爱, 可是因为某些事情 .. 我放弃了加入他的后援会还有渐渐放弃了他 .. 直到当晚 .. 我听着他唱歌 .. 那些感觉回来了 .. 感覺很感動有想哭的衝動 xD
可是, 始终不是那幾位给到我的感觉 .. 哈哈哈. 哪幾位? 你懂我的话你应该会懂 :)

ennnn .. then , back to the topic larh haha , :) the first gang came out was MR. (HK band) . :D
well , the vocal, Alan looks like William San ! haha cute. :D their songs aint bad, especially 【小傳奇】 .. can go listen =)

the 2nd one who showed up was Athena Ma 馬佳軒 .. i bet everyone knows that she can sing well right , she sings english songs very well jugak ! :)

then 3rd one .. whoops i forgot dy but hahaha , 朱浩仁 i think .. hehee he is a very cute guy and talented in dancing :D whee. then kah jun 凌加峻 .. saw them before jor geh . :D

then then then .. i forgot dy i just talked whatever i remember okay. Sam Lee 李聖傑 sings live very great, ichiban ! ;D

不需要華麗的包裝 .. 有的是真材實料 ;) 唱的k歌都好棒!
**還不停的向我們這一邊的方向看過來而且單眼(眨眼睛) :P** HAHAHAHAAA !

Alexander Lee ! the u-kiss ex leader , whoooots he's freaggin hawt and cute ! and lenqzaii . wow . i'm amazed! he's really much more lenqzaii in real . :D

gosh he dances very cute , hahahaa ! 真的真的好帥!

笑容燦爛到夠力的 .. 笑容很甜樣子很可愛電死人秒殺了 xD

*我喜歡看帥哥美女雖然我完全不是哈哈 :)
eh,這樣並不代表我是外貌主義者我完全不是! 做朋友不需要衡量外表 -__-
帥美不在我的擇偶條件, 我也不是個什麽美女, 極其量我只是欣賞帥哥美女哈哈哈哈 :D :)

then .. Anthony Neely !! 倪安東! :D hmm .. he's so cute , everyone knows that , his eyes, look like puppy eyes , so cute ! heheheee. he's the first artist who walked to the left and right side of the stage , so caring.. :)

[ i used to love him , hmm .. due to some reason .. hmmm sigh.
but the feelin is all back on that night , yet i don't feel what i feel towards Aaron, Fung and Jang Keun Suk :/ hmm. yay, Aaron Yan炎亞綸, LF林峯, Jang Keun Suk張根碩 are my top 3 :) *male artist i mean* :X
** I'M NOT DISLOYAL OKAAAY, i'm loyal to them geh , not all stars also i love , @@ hmmph. but i'm not only loving 1 star either. i love few and i'm loyal to few of them. but i'm truly loving each of them lol. 懂我的人就會懂 .. 不懂的解釋都沒用喇哈 :) ** ]

okaay .. next one, Jess李佳薇 !

HAHAAHA, her fans are as many as Aaron's . wow , anyway she sings very well . actually all of the artists who attended the Star Live Concert sing very well la , i mean they can sing live, not play play punya lerrh hehee.
DayDream , a local band. you guys will be familiar with them if you guys listen to OneFM , their new song,【失眠的日記】is not bad . :)

Aaron 炎亞綸, 壓軸! :D 有升降臺還有煙花做壓軸，天王風範awwwh ^^~

好專心的炎天王 .. 愛愛愛.

好深情 .. 我好感動好想哭 .. 愛你.

一出場唱了【下一個我】.. 我瘋了,竟然喊瘋了 .. 到他唱【忽然之間】, 看著站在我前面的他.. 俊俏的臉龐.. 我發覺我是一字不漏的跟著亞綸一起唱他那3首歌..到他唱第3首歌【只看見你】時 .. 我感到很有感觸很感動..又很有想哭的感覺.. 發覺自己其實不常提起他們..可是deep down my heart .. 他們給了我很多感覺很多回憶..
包括LF .. 還記得不久前一個人駕著車的時候聽著LF的【我很痛】.. 竟然哭了.. 其實我也是很愛他的.. 沒說沒show,只是你看不到.. 你永遠不會知道我有幾愛"真的他".. 他有缺點他有不完美的地方說真的, 可是我依然愛因為他就是他. :)
炎亞綸也許也蠻天王..可是我就是依然喜歡他..哈.
張根碩就是一個很真的男孩..可愛不做作..像個小孩一樣..我一樣愛. :)

" 愛一個人是當你在發覺他的缺點過後依然愛他..不是愛著你幻想中美好的他 :$ "
他給到我其他人無法給我的感覺.. 回憶.. 成長.. 友情 .. 謝謝我的摯愛偶像們.. :)
*怎麼突然說起LF來,LOL ! 我會在下一篇blog關於他的點滴..xD*
BTW BTW, 我愛偶像不代表我是超瘋狂的粉而心裡不平衡還是不會愛上普通人.. 我只是愛我愛的偶像.. 我是理智的粉絲. 沒經歷過還是不追星就不要認為粉絲們都是瘋狂不理智的 :)

Della叮噹, 最後壓軸吧.. 嗯.. 唱了5首, wow. crossover with Jess Lee, can you imagine? LOL.

Mr. crossover with Daydream, not bad too . ;)
the crossovers are awesome, seriously ! :D

so the show ended about 11something .. then ada fireworks also ! NICE !! :D hahaa, macam merdeka xD

however, there was lil something unhappy for the others on that day ..
某藝人的粉絲真的很串.. 也許有其星必有其粉吧.. 可是也不是每一個都是這樣的.. =)
可是他的粉絲們態度真的很不好.. 搶位,罵人..態度很差.. 改改吧.. 不要丟你偶像的臉. (:

*所以應該不會加入後援會了.. 愛,不一定要加入,
"我換個方式愛你..們.." :') *

okay,next day ! :D it was Sunday.
met Jesse, Eshley and Hung up in Mcd Nilai, then went to Sunway together .

tocang girl xD taken in BBQPLAZA :)

we bought the movie tickets first , yeaah 【new year's eve】 !
DAMN it's a nice movie ! yaay blog about it later ^^.. ~
then we went shopping awhile , hmm and ate Moo Cow Frozen Yogurt ..

i know i look damn huge damn fat damn tall damn like a GIANT -__- :( forgive me my hubby eshley :( loveyou always. ^^~

hubby eshley eating moo cow. loves.

cantik kan ?! :D cuteeeeee like me :P
hmm .. Tutti Fruitti is way better cuz it has more flavour .. but MC looks cute ! cow cow ^^~

after that , we continued walking around Asian Avenue to shop around ..

it's a PAD?! noonooooo you're wrong, it's candies .. owh sounds wtf right, LOL!! damn creative :P

hehehee me with the love ones :P errrm in NATURE REPUBLIC as i bought a mask there :)

super love ! awesome ^^~

i love Jang Keun Suk :)

dammit , i visited a shop , a very unique shop which is totally diff from the others.
the clothings are all from Korea and fcukin NICE ! :(
but i didn't buy any cuz i'm totally absolutely pokai . :[ oucch . cuz i did not plan to buy any clothings on that day ,
then i kinda fall in love with 2 dresses and 1 singlet, especially the vintage blue dress ..
the boss said she knew that i love vintage style from the way i dressed myself up. :(
well the blue dress is expensive .. hmm T__T .
wait for me okay , mama gonna bring you home soon :( *i just scared it will be sold soon since the boss is not gonna restock it . i still miss the dress like crazeh ! X( *

tucked in is better right? :O

okay get over it get over the dresses ! then , we had the lunch in BBQPLAZA (:
HAHAHAA i influenced them about my passion towards BBQPLAZA, LOL . xD

while i was waiting outside BBQP. :)

they all thumbs up for it too, lucky me. hehee.
after lunch, went for movie at 4.30pm . :)
but before movie, yeay let's have a cup of Ochado (:
finally bought the popped egg milk tea ! limited 50 cups each day only. :$
awwh. let's try this, CHATIME vs GONGCHA vs OCHADO .. which side you're at.? :)
hehe. btw, i'm at 3 sides but more to Chatime and Gongcha. whee. ^^~
Chatime - Pearl Milk Tea , England Fresh Milk Tea, Taro Milk Tea with pearl, Matcha Red Bean Milk Tea .
GongCha - Signature Gongcha Black Tea in signature special milk foam, wintermelon milk tea ..

【new year's eve】 .. a freaggin FUNNY+TOUCHING nice movie !
i'm serious, i forgot how long since i last watched such great movie , lol.
it's funny .. it's cute .. it's touching .. i feel like crying for many scenes ,
the love stories are nice , Zac Efron is hawt . as well as Ashton Kutcher. :#
i mean there are few love stories .. besides the mother-daughterly love and father-daughterly love, hehe you watch yourself larh okay, thumbs up anyway ^^~

Zac in love with a woman who twice his age . XD

Ashton and Lea , i love their lovestory .. i love when he kissed her , sweeeeeet :)

so, my latest wish on my wishlist :: countdown for NewYear in NewYork city ! ;D
hehehee . watch the ball drops from top of Times Square, heh. :]
then someone might ask you , WHO YOU GONNA KISS AT THE MIDNIGHT?! :D
*i wondering must i kiss anyone at midnight after countdown? LOL

Jesse even said that it's better than MI4, wow ! i bet it is ! xD
we did watch a great great movie, ;)

then, taken some pictures with Snowman and snowy decoration? LOL ;D

i know i look stewwwpid xD hahaa .

with lougong . hehe.

NOOOOOOOBY look xD

with HungHung heheee . loveyou toooo . missssyoumuch ! seriously :)

HAHAHAHA.

then went ss15 to buy myself a GONGCHA again, HAHAHAHA.
special foam milk tea :) KLCC's special foam is nicer btw. lol.
then home. :)

had 2 nice days out , did not spend much yet i was really happy and havin much fun ! :D :D
thanks to besties for the days , seeeya soon! :)
goodnights

10/12 hang out .

2011-12-10T22:41:00.000-08:00

first of all , click pause for the music that is being played in the music box below the page (it
s on your right side down there) :)
then click play for this video , hahahaa let the music play XD

ohwell .. it's a very very nice song ..
i'm recently in love with her songs , oh she's Shiga 连诗雅. :)
and Jason Chan Pak Yu 陈柏宇's songs :D

lemme intro them to you slowly alright. ^^~ ..

okaaay , just wanna update about some happy things , HAPPY ones only.
get the sad ones over :( eventho i spill out , but what's the point? i mean if i spill em out to the person involved .. the words which can't solve the problem, then save it.

but still thankfully ,
i got the BFFs whom i can really bare to without covering ,
*u know what 'bare' i mean .. :)
and thanks for the ears so much ,
thanks for listening for the unnecessary words of mine , thanks so much again !

was having some great talks yesterday ,
well you really feel better when you spill the words out without just
keeping em in your heart ,
although it may not help to solve the problem but it helps you to feel better ,
that's why i told her yesterday ,
as a human beings we must at least have a BFF by your side to be your listener and
support you no matter what ,
BFF may not need to stay together with you all the time but when you need them
they will be there . while ,
BFF are hard to find , hard to get hard so appreciate it once you get .
don't calculate who's the real friend who's the true friend who's the BFF ,
the amount of having doesn't mean anything. it's unlike the more you think you have, the better .. NO. even 1 is already better than anything!

and thank god , i love my BFFs . i consider there's a 's' behind the word "BFF" .. :)
*ignore the so-called grammar okay.

then .. in life , we must and have to face some difficulties ;
it's impossible to live your life without and difficulties which may break you down .
each difficulty and problem helps you to grow up , mentally.
eventho how i wish i would never go thru something i don't want .
face the facts , 面对这一切一切的人生之路吧 .. ! :)
如果结果真的会让我不开心甚至伤害到我 .. 也要慢慢痊愈慢慢看开看化 ..
the world is nothing , nothing deserves your heartbroken . but you yourself deserve a smile. :)

okay , i'm thinking so positively now , hope it lasts till my exams over ! :D
NONO .. last forever please ! till i'm getting married or divorced or dead . :$ choi ! .

well .. yesterday went for hangout with girls, babe Jessie and baby Jazmine . =)
*first of all, don't think i'm going out JUST to have fun or lepak around wasting money only,
we have the point of hanging out and chilling ,
you don'tknow then please don't judge me. -.-

owh alright :D i'm with a LOL face here , i'm not mad. :))
went to get the tickets for Breaking Dawn , yaay i was watching for the 2nd times ,
well first time i watched it i was actually lack of sleep and tired , i closed my eyes halfway, shh*
so yesterday one i could truly understand what was being told in the story , LOL.
some said it's nice some said it's boring .. for me , it's better than new moon XD actually it's nice, actually :) for me larh i mean.
can't bliv it has already come to the 4th season, i'm already old? still rmb the first time i watched it. .. can't bliv that i'm one of the twilight saga fans too. :X
once again, Rob P rawks all the way ! i'm team Edward. =]

before the movie , met baby at BR there ,
then went Neway . hahaa we talked alot , thanks baby for telling me so many things
have a great talk with you tho :D ;
then met Jessie at GSC entrance there , hahaaa thanks for dapao-ing the Chatime me fave !
LOL we talked alot in the theatre , hahaa and joked alot too , :)
**btw Jessie, still remember the palma guy ? haha x)

then went to 10th floor for shoes bazaar , i din buy any of them laarrh ,
i'm so so so so so broke . :(
lastly also we did not go to sgw to join the Yeah!阳光型男 final round , :$
i missed the show and my few 心水 .. xD i'm one of few guys's supporters XD
baby calling her family to fetch her ; while babe Jessie bought watch for her mom .
**thanks babe for buying me a HelloKitty pinky watch xD advanced burfday gift , loveyou !
** sorry baby for troubling cuz plan changed last min , :( but we had great time being together and had fun together , loveyou as well ! :)

sent baby Jaz to Starbucks then i and Jessie went to Kepong MOMO PARADISE for dinner , (:

MOMO , it's kinda special "shabu-shabu" restaurant ?
here you are :)

err the cheesy toufu and the meatballs in the soup there are superb ! :D

special right? haha . :)

i love the cheesy toufu,sandwich toufu,seafood toufu and cheesy sausage .. ^^~ .. and some meatballs , damn ichiban ! XD
but the soup wasn't nice enough , it still can't beat Hoi Tong Steamboat , woah . x)
i love trying the steamboats and shabu-shabu around ,
for me , Hoi Tong Steamboat in Seri Kembangan or Serdang there is still Top 1 ,
Sunway Yuan's Steamboat also very nice but the chicken soup not nice , it's the only bad part , but the foods provided in Yuan, damn nice ! there're few types of Seafood Toufu !
there're cheesy,sandwich and seafood toufu too . :)
wanna try out the others someore , :D
hmm i miss BBQPLAZA .. but nvm , eat it soon on next sunday ?! :)

so yesterday was having a great time for dinner with babe ..
we keng alot during the journey to MOMO and during the dinner time in MOMO ;
and remember all the words that i said okay. haha. xD
well i ate alot , seriously ALOT .. :$
but , i've been dieting for a week , so i won't gain the weights back in a day right ? :( :(
DON'T SCARE ME !! while today i just eat very little .. cuz tonight have wedding party ,
but i usually don't eat alot in wedding party , CUZ I'M NOT ALLOWED TO. :(
so it's okay larh right? :/ HAHAHAA.
i will still on diet till cny , but .. but i'm gonna eat bbqplaza on sunday, no worries i swear i wont eat rice then :P

get LUML album yesteray from babe .. hmmm .
i'll blog about RaymondLam Fung soon, i have so many things related to him that i wanna blog .
then i met renisyce to learn maths from her after that .
and thanks for your advice regarding the unsolved problem of mine too ,
i'll solve it soon :) :)

once again, thanks babes for the day . :)
and let's end the post with Jason's song, which i really get addicted to, :)
listen okay. :P

8.12.2011 a thursday before finals.

2011-12-08T03:23:00.000-08:00

in fact , i care for and love my parent so much :)
i dare not to say that i'm a good good daughter but ,
i care for them .

yesterday there was something unlucky and unhappy has happened ,
guess what , i realised i'm really grown up somehow. :]
that unlucky and unhappy thing wasn't happened to me but kinda , i consider it was.

i will be more careful next time , i swear .

today i'm not well also , suffered in period pain 99 .
has taken 4 pills to kill the pain from the morning but i don'tknow why this time
it seems like taking my life away . i pain till the kept on sweating in the morning ,
it's like " pain until mama also can't recognize " .. :( PITY ME .
then couldn't even learn maths from renisyce in skul . so i gave up , we learn on saturday :)
has been sleeping from 1130am once i got home till 4pm . gosh?! what the heck ?!.
wasted much time ; then the pain still with me . :(
don't treat me like that , my dear uterus. don't make me cut you off !! :#
亲爱的子宫你要听话．不要酱来对我．乖　～

doing CSC tutorials , hope everything is going well , i mean studies .
i seem like so useless , studied = did not study. this time i'm serious. i'm kinda lost.
perhaps i will be a lil better after i hang out , singk, movie and steamboat (: PERHAPS.
i'm unlike the people who simply says that they didn't study or shits like that instead they pro in everything and studied hard like a cow. :X
forgive my rudeness. :)

today must study harder and longer , since i wasted much time in sleeping justnow . BLESSME!

lastly ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to LF . :D

hope you're always happy and get ur true love asap :)

** i do whatever i love as i myself wanna do it ;
instead of doing it just to show to people or doing for anyone . ** :)

there's something i feel not bad , let's share . :]
" 爸妈，如果我暂时嫁不出去，别怪我不努力，是因为上帝在随机配发，而月老老眼昏花，我心里能看到他，只是他被人群挡住。穿梭于大街，茫茫人海，大海捞针，街上凡是长得像您女婿的，我都挤上去多看几眼，我也很累。"

i've watched few movies recently , hehe. well ,HK movies.
- 東成西就2011 , 開心魔法 & 喜愛夜蒲.
let's talk about【喜愛夜蒲】 ..
類似情欲片不過其實背負著沉重的愛情故事喇 .. *差不多的啦,差還未露點而已. x)
BUT, FOCUS ON THE STORYLINE NOT THE EXCITING SCENES. LOL. :)
better not to watch it if u're still underage. HAHAHA. :P
what i like about this movie is the storyline , well quite attractive .. somehow it's touching too :)
what i love the most is JACKY in the movie, :D gosh , he's so so hawt ! he's Jason 陳柏宇 :D
i cried when he's guilty and blaming himself for making his ex to be a prostitute. :( T___T
*you shall click this to see that scene i meant :(
http://you.video.sina.com.cn/api/sinawebApi/outplayrefer.php/vid=67375242_1904194237_a023GipuDmbK+l1lHz2stqkP7KQNt6nkgGqwulugJw1eQ0/XM5GfZd4A5SvSAtkEqDhAQp88cvsk0x8/s.swf
let me shout , Jacky, I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU !!! XD

DAMN LENQZAIIIIII XD !! Jason !! or Jacky !! xD

he's damn romantic and adorable in this scene ! whoots :X

totally with a charming look , a guy in eyeliner ; absolutely different with his look in reality ! ;D
he's my favourite character too in the movie , :)
這套戲主要都是想告訴你誰說夜場無真愛 .. 戲看看就好, 你千萬別傻到真的相信夜場有真愛. :#
這是真心奉勸 .. 蒲過就算, 別抱著真心真愛還是什麽的,吃虧是自己哦. :]
喜愛夜蒲2 is coming ! nextyear summer break ! XD let's wait ! :D

random post .

2011-12-05T22:48:00.000-08:00

靠靠靠靠靠靠靠 ..... !!
老師竟然在final給那麼難的數學題 !.
方式formula已經夠難了還要出fraction的 .. 怎樣算?! 出整數的不行咩? :( !

i'm dead i'm dead !
i got no motivation to study arrrr :[
tetris caused it ; and i really dontknow where to start . confused !
started doing maths tutorial , then i got effed up ;
the questions killed me 99 . :#

macro's lecturer lagi funny , give tips = no tips.
the tips given by him is mostly covered all the chapters he taught ,
specific punya tips laarh abang . :$

law , 1 sub-chapter i pun pening , now 6 chapters . damn . and i have no fcukin answers for the tutorials question how do i know what's the accurate answers?!! why was i so lazy to attend class b4 ?! 活该的家伙! :X

retail marketing .. i really duno where to start , aiiiiks . got tips but can't really absorb. -__-

I ALWAYS NEED A FULLTIME TUTOR by my side all the time ,
hiring . ! x( I IS SO STEWPIDDDDD :(

alright .. randomly wanna talk about anything.
let's talk about Boscolie :D
wow .. Boscolie - Bosco & Myolie :)

listen to this before u read the post below XD

lastnight in the TVB award, sweet die lerrh . ;)
see their sweet sweet pichas sin, ^^~
杏兒發表愛的宣言 .. 超感動啊 ..

got such a moment i really feel like wanna be in love . *just a very short moment . :P
got boyfriend also got advantage de , at least got people hang out with u when the others
are not free . LOL xD that's the benefit of having a boyfie ? ahaaaah x)
but then now totally 空窗期 . 我这种注定老姑婆的命喇 .. :)
对不起我的parents :( 我是唯一的孩子却不能开枝散叶传宗接代哈哈 XD
luckily .. luckily i still dont crave for it XD
Boscolie, 要幸福快樂哦 .. 最好快快脆拉埋天窗喇.. xD

超sweet的 .. :D

当一个女人感动崩溃时 .. 男人的肩膀与支持是最大的鼓励 :)

宅在家做宅女可是混乱的思绪让我根本温不了书 :(
没出去玩乐了 .. 也没去到马六甲 .. :/ 破产.
after finals go malacca ?!. i guess chance seems to be very less. :(
after this coming saturday's outing ,
let's fight for the one-week finals ! :)

after finals ,
NTV7 【十分红·演唱会】concert and ice-skating outing continuosly on next 2 days after finals! :D
I is so looookin forward ! :D :D
jiayou peeeps !

today is the 2nd day on diet , *wtf just 2nd day?! :X seems like very hard to tahan as you know, my mouth gatal all the time wanna bite fooooods :$
i tell you what , lack of foods cause you to be very moody and hot-tempered !
it aint easy it aint easy !!
BUT ,,,,,,,,,,, tahan je laarh ! 这一次我一定要有恒心有毅力 !!
go jogging tomorrow evening ! just planned the diet meal for tomorrow .. wish me all the best!
support is the most needed thing when you're on diet , LOL !.

see , i make the salads by myself .

anyway, today ones was nicer xD

many centuries i never took and uploaded pichas dah ,
randomly shooting today x)
just some random pichas :)

goodnight . :)
awwh ya, one last sentence - 愛戴自己的偶像 .. 尊重別人的偶像 :)

love

2011-12-04T22:15:00.000-08:00

if someday ,
whichever girl becomes his girlfriend,
*a guy who plays piano and guitar well as well as sports* ,

i hope she can take good care of him ,
never let him to get hurt .
give him all her heart :)

Astro On Demand's award 2011 :)

2011-12-03T03:55:00.000-08:00

來更新一下我的寶貝部落格 ,
嗯追星日記都是用華語blog 比較好吧哈哈 .

只想blog一blog上個星期的 ASTRO ON DEMAND 頒獎典禮 .. :)

我有去耶 !! 哈哈哈. *其實我也是最後一秒才有得去 .. :$
沒關係, 反正有得去就好 . :)

話說上個星期六 .. 就是頒獎典禮的前一天 ..
我和寶貝們都去了機場 .. 去接機. 哈哈.
其實嘛 .. 我是很想見到 Bosco , 阿Ron , KC(嘉穎) & 杏兒的 .. xD *因為還沒見過 @@
跟babes們meet up 過後 .. 就在arrival hall 的出口處那裡等了．．
果然Fans 很多 .. 不過最多的還是峯粉. 哈哈 :)
等了大約一個小時 .. 他們才出來 ..
全部人出來是 .. 我眼裡只看見林峯. -__- (因為他走著過來吧?LOL)
真的 .. 他第一時間過來和fans打招呼時候 .. 我們都失控了 ..

*我都忘了bosco他們 xD

然後他們要下去底層了 .. 我才跑去前面(Bosco的前面,因為他走第一個) 不停地狂拍 .. 哈哈.
說真的, **Bosco 是真的很nice .. :) 是打從心底裡發出來的nice xD **

你看到你心爱的偶像吗? :)

laughing gor :)

Tavia & Bosco :) sorry blur jor .

""其實 .. 經過了這次 .. 那麼多的藝人.. 誰好誰不好．．　大家都心裡有數。=)
也不需要在這裡說出來 .. 畢竟每個藝人都有他的粉絲 .. 不應該傷到任何人. :)""

然後 .. 狂追的我 .. 當然拼命一起跟著他們跑下底層 .. 當然也還有其他的女孩們陪我一起跑 XD
sofea是最厲害的，她從我後面跑著上來 .. 她真的跑得很厲害哈哈.
跑到巴士那裡時．．我才看到ｋＣ，Ｒｏｎ，Ｌａｕｇｈｉｎｇ　Ｇｏｒ，祥仔　．．
竟然忘記了他們　ＸＤ　
跑得我們都喘死了 .. 然後藝人們上巴士了 .. 我看到很多burger king的外賣 XD
是給他們的嗎? :P

阿Ron吴卓羲 :)

杏儿 & 敏之 :)

我的峯 :)

然後在巴士上.. Bosco不停地逗粉絲玩 .. Kate也參與一份 .. 哈哈.

也有的在巴士上　．．是當看你不到的．是够力串.不過不是我的偶像喇哈哈．
其實啦, Bosco是有幾nice .. 見過的人都懂 .. 他在他的event上所做的一切．．你真的會知道他有幾ｎｉｃｅ　．．　：）　可惜對他就始終沒有林峯的感覺　．．
接完機后．．才發現最愛的還是林生．　唉～　ｘＤ
哦對了，　忘了說．．展鵬也很ｎｉｃｅ．．不停地笑，粉絲也超冧　．．
他的粉絲可是越來越多哦　ＸＤ　

然后.. 我就和babe Jessie 送babe Sofea 去 MV，
然後我們兩個去SGW 吃 BARBQ PLAZA了．:D

我们俩都钟爱ｂｂｑｐｌａｚａ　哈哈！　
然后直接去ＫＬＣＣ了　．
去了那裡就等sofea & shannon 回來meet我們 .. 排好隊等進場 xD
排了我幾個鐘 xD 不過是好的因為一起聊天 ;D

排到8點 .. 終於進場了 !! 我排第一個 xD
天啊,排隊時有些本地藝人站在我隔壁等進場 ..
有KIM(新秀五強)，JOEY,KATE (astro華裔小姐) .. 還有Danny仔!
我很想跟阿Kim拍照!! 他超可愛的 XD

進場后 .. 才發現．．這場ｅｖｅｎｔ真的好棒　．．
能參與其中．．是我的榮幸　ＸＤ
我們的位置是中間前一點．．　拍的照還是不算美 :(

babe Jessie :)

出来了他们都出来了 ..
出来走类似"红地毯" 然后就上台. :)

Wayne & Raymond :)

然后event正式开始 =D
(以下的照片不分先后不顺秩序 .. LOL)

颁奖啊颁奖 ..
我就说让我感动的部分好啦 ..
陈敏之得奖时说的话让我真的很感动 .. 我感受到那种慢慢一步一步熬过来到终于得到肯定了的感觉．．　其实她也真的很不错喇　:)

然後就是杏兒得到最喜愛女主角獎 ..
這個獎, 我個人意見很多 ..
我指的是 .. 很多人很不滿意賽果.. 認為她沒資格 ..
說真的, 有沒有造假我們大家心知肚明 ..
投選開始時【萬凰之王】根本還沒有播出．．　到截止投選時這套戲也還沒播完..
如果真的是完全凭投票的话..我真的有质疑了 .. :/

不过 .. 我想说的是，
就算是造假那又怎样? 香港tvb台庆难道从未造假? 他们围绕着的都是各自公司的利益. 更何况难道自己的偶像没有得奖就狂炮轰吗?
每个人都当然认为自己的偶像是好的, 可是那么得奖的演员就不实至名归吗?
难道他们没有一定的实力吗? 粉丝不是应该在理智的情况下去思考吗?
每个演员都有他们一定的实力,请不要在你的偶像没得到奖后不停的炮轰.
我也其实并不是那么喜欢某一个女星可是我从来未有质疑她的演技和亲和力 .. 在机场上她让我看到她的亲切 .. 不喜欢可是不应该否认他们的演技与实力.
[纯粹个人意见 .. 不要对号入座] :)

此外．．我也希望主题曲的得奖者会是阿峯　因为【不速之约】的试炼，
太好听了 xD
頒獎典禮很快就完了 ..
到了尾端的時候 .. 全體藝人上臺全部觀眾都紛紛走上前去不停地狂拍 XD
我也拍了不少.. 哈哈, 他們都很可愛!!
來看一看照片吧 XD

me and babe Sofea. :)

谈什么那么高兴? XD

哈哈真可爱 :D

这张照片够可爱 xD

林先生又在看飞机? :D

谁是你的茶? :)

全体艺人 :)

你的至爱男星又是谁 ? :P
中间 .. 有一些艺人们的可爱动作 XD
*在电视播出的并没有哦!! xD

Kate 嘟嘴 ^^~

三岁半真可爱 :D

KC 也不差 xD

阿wind :)

当晚的得奖者 :)

得奖名单 :)
**其他的照片我都upload去fb了 :)

然後 .. 我們就去藝人們入住的酒店了 .. JW MARRIOTS. :)
等了等．認識到了楊怡的粉絲　ｘＤ
當然到最後　都等到了　藝人們　慶功完畢歸來　．:D
是很累了 .. 都还在讨论着要不要等 ..
然后还是等了 .. xD
然后就直接会我 Nilai Inti 的家里过夜 .. 第二天要去送机. LOL.

Bosco in the lift :) actually Myolie 杏儿 is beside :P

敏之 & 浩然 :)

回到了palma maju,
都大约整两点了 ..
哈哈, 我们四个 .. 我,babe Ewon,babe Jessie & babe Sofea ..
个个在吃东西时笑死了 ..
因为我们都说Jessie喜欢Palma Maju 那个员工 xD
说jessie 要帮他开 fans club XD
哈哈哈笑死我们了 .. 旁边的人也不停的看 XD
那时好像是笑得最开心的时候 .. LOL. :)

然后送sofea回aunt's 家 ..
我们也回家睡觉了 ..
睡了整3个小时，
又要爬起来了．:(
好啦 ,, 出發去機場啦!!! :D :D

到了機場 .. 才知道 .. 峯不是當天回 .. Kate & Bosco 也是 .. :(
hmm :( 沒所謂咯追其他的先 xD
唉 .. 然後應該發生了一些不是那麼愉快的事 . 我skip掉算了 :) :D

然後我也回家了 .. 才知道,
第二天竟然有MACRO test while i didn't remember at all !!
damn disappointed in myself ! 追到什麽都忘掉, 從機場會去后
就和Annie去KL了．
因为当天是最后一天大减价, fahrenheit 88 & Padini Concept Store.
然后还是选择去吃我的至爱- BBQPLAZA :)
然后回家了 .. 还要温书 x(

我真的很心痛.

2011-11-19T03:33:00.000-08:00

頭痛感覺上眼睛是好腫好腫 ..
這兩天來 .. 我看我都哭掉了幾公升的眼淚 .. 是我沒用懦弱?

我不停地告訴自己要堅強我真的需要堅強我還不能崩潰
我還有很多試要考 assignment要做我還得照顧它 ..

可是當我看到他很無奈辛苦無助時 ..
我的心真的很痛 .. 眼淚又會不自覺的流了下來 ..
我知道它很需要我 .. 很需要我們..
當我看見它差些跌倒時 .. 我真的不行 ..
當我看見它睡在手術臺上的時候 , 醫生替他檢查 .. 它很痛, 我心也很痛 ..
醫生替它打麻醉針 .. 它睡在臺上 .. 無助的眼神 .. 我真的很痛心 .. 我很痛恨我自己.
沿途去看醫生和回家的路程 .. 我都在不讓其他人看到下眼淚不停的留 ..
我懂它很辛苦它很害怕 .. 我也很害怕 .
當我一想起關於這件事情的我又會毫無控制的哭了 .. 我很辛苦了啦!!

我很想這一切一切都是夢 ..
醒來了過後告訴我這都不是真的 ..
可是我還得去接受這個事實 ....

給點時間我吧 ..
現在的我真的不懂得怎麼笑 ..
總算可以振作起來 .. 努力溫書 ..
可是你叫我笑 .. 我真的還笑不出 ..

我真的很怕 .. 我很想這個星期快快熬過去 .. 讓我看到它會康復好不好 ???

這個星期考試assignment presentation 一羅羅 ..
我都還在煩我到底該怎樣挨過去? 我放不下的是Jasper .. 我很擔心它 ..

看著他的無助 .. 我真的很討厭我自己 ..!! 當初我應該可以阻止這一切的發生!!
我痛恨那個人，我痛恨!!! 可是我根本無能為力 .. 就因為他是他!!
多謝那個人, 你把我給搞得不似人形 !! you got my life screwed up fcuked up!!!
i cant study i cant do anything also because of you !
我只可以說 .. 我崩潰了 .

不說了 .. 我還要繼續溫書, 我會加油熬過這一切一切的 .
我知道他還需要我, 它需要依靠我, 我不能垮 !

19.11 it's a worst day ever

2011-11-18T09:38:00.000-08:00

today i cried very hard ,

like a kid .

lean on her .

thanks bestfriend.

that thing hurts me badly ,

i couldn't forgive myself i couldn't forgive you, it will be the barrier btwn us .

今天哭得像个小孩一样,

毫无保留的彻底崩溃痛哭.

那一件事伤得我很痛,

因为它是我从小的阴影.

十年过了, 我却还是不能为力 ! 没用的我 !!

此刻的我,

不懂得应该怎么笑.

心情点滴IV & 那些年 :)

2011-11-16T05:08:00.000-08:00

最近都没怎样blog我的心情日记 .. :)

不是每一样事情每一个心情都该blog上来吧也许 ..

可是打blog的确是很可以抒发心情 .. 让自己的难过与纳闷可以得到解脱 :]
嗯 .. 最近 .. 就是前几天发生了某件很不愉快的事 .. 是极度不愉快的事 ..
不过我的心情..
应该正在慢慢复原中了 .. 我还不知道该怎样 .. 如果有下一次的发生 , 你觉得我该怎样?.
对不起 .. 关于一条生命与我做人原则的问题, 我没办法妥协得了 .
希望一切安好 .. 不要再次发生.

上个星期和housemates们去看了【那些年】 ..

呵呵敖犬就是这部片子的一大亮点!! :D 对于我来说喇 :P

柯腾 :D 他是那种很耐看的 .. 要看久了才会觉得他其实蛮帅的 .. 哈哈~

沈佳宜 :D

嗯 .. 该怎么说呢.. 很有味道的一部电影. :] 也许台湾风味吧 xD
虽然对于我来说没有很大的共鸣可是我还是感觉得到戏中的点滴 ..
哈哈没办法, 中学时期我并不是独中生 =]
可是让我回想起蛮多的中学记忆 .. 回想起朋友们.. 曾经很好的朋友们.

也许长大了 .. 大家都各奔东西了 .. 哈哈，最让我感触的竟然是戏中的友情. -__- XD
不过，柯腾和沈佳宜的故事也有让我感动 ..
只是很想说的是, 当初只要大家肯踏多一步 .. 事情就会好得多啊~
可是试想想,, 即使当初他们没分开 .. 可是一路走来能不能走到步入教堂又是另一个问号 .. :)
很多事情 .. 是没有天长地久的 :]

柯腾【柯震东】 .. 他只是20岁耶!! 才大过我一年 XD

可是说真的他的演技是蛮纯熟的嗯不错 :))
有种冲动想去看他 xD 回来大马吗? 看来机会满渺茫的 :(
这套戏里柯腾这个角色完全符合我要求 XD
可爱到极点耶哈哈~

不说了 .. 要去看戏然后读一会儿书了 .
星期五考试,此刻的我几乎崩溃 . 压力来了压住我了 ..
我不会retail marketing啊 !!! :X
下个星期每一天都有考试和交assignment 还有presentation, 除了加油还是加油 !! 嗯!
过完了下一个torturing的星期, 星期日我就可以看到我爱的人喇哈哈哈哈!! :D

Eric Suen's day :)

2011-11-15T23:59:00.000-08:00

arrggh i'm so damn pissed off right now .. so mad -____________-
gosh i dont understand retail marketing's life cycle thingy -.- and law cases ==
KILL ME BAH !!
so damn stressed right now as so freaggin many assignments and tests coming up ,
and my test 1 mark is so damn low .
and another thingy makes me so sad right now !! when it gonna disappear ?! :(
im so gonna .. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM ! :/

awwwh okaaay .. i know life still goes on .. just let me to blog for awhile ,
before i continue with the retail marketing later on . :/

being good girl for few days at least i would start studying ady .. :$
of course .. macro and law test 1 mark damn low . -.- it's FREAKING low.
i can't and don'twanna fail any subs ! :(

eyes full of depression , i'm in library right now . :/

whatever , don't care .
hehehee last Sunday i went to ERIC SUEN孙耀威's private fans gathering ; 独家歌迷聚会 with babe Annie =D

spot me and babe Annie? damn , i'm like a 花痴 look :/

HAHAHAHA , it was in Sgw Greenbox, thanks to Laksou :)

met OneFM DJ Wayne there ,
and met a fan there too . wow glad to know her,Vera ! HEHEHE ;D

we gave Eric a lil surprise when he came in . :D
we all sang [YOU & I] together for him :)
hahahaa , he was so cute and lenqzaii .

no joking, he's really lenqzaii :)
then we played a game ..
he stood infront of me, not even more than 10cm ,
his eyes are so attracted XD his nose is tall :D
my team lose but could get a group photo with him :D

and the winners could get a photo with him by polaroid. :( *envy die me .

then after the gathering , waited infront of the greenbox just to wait for him to get a picture XD
but we went to the ground floor stage there to q up around 2.30pm . :)
meanwhile, woww , i got the tics for the [ntv7十分红演唱会] ! yaay 20 passes :D
who wanna go let's go together? :))
bought Eric's album ; because i love his latest album's songs ;
seriously , all songs are great :)
i especially lovin' [不属于我的泪] and [没有说再见] .. :))

then then then , Eric showed up !!! :D
HAHAHHAHAAA ; he sang the first song , [YOU AND I].. :D
he passed me the poster !! gosh ! xD i hou gek dong arrr ! ;D

then after he singing the first song ..
time for Wayne to ask him some questions and also ,
time for GAME :)

i and Vera were selected by him to go up stage to join the game ,
of course he picked the others too , 6 players :D

the game = to eat as many biscuits as possible in 2 mins ! *gosssh .. 10 pieces of biscuits ! :$

没了没了 .. 形象全给毁了 .. 在台上露了超难看的吃相 .. 孙耀威都看到完那不堪的吃相 .. 完了啦哈哈哈哈 ..

wayne was giving instruction . :)

then i tried my very best .. finished all the 10 biscuits in 2 mins .. :$
put the biscuits into my mouth then drink water . :/
and i got biscuit-phobia now !!! LOL . and i scared cant be digested well .
seriously im not gonna eat biscuit for at least 2 weeks .. hahaa .
but lastly , i got this ^^~ :))

HAHAHA , Eric is really a good artist .
he was so caring while we were playing games ..
he kept asking us whether we were okay or not .. :)
he even gave me and Vera the tissues ..
*wow .. his tissues are damn nice smell seriously .. lol . got perfume smell geh XD
woww haahaha~ i and Vera kept it till now :P
will never threw away geh xD so memorable wheee . ;D

actually .. you can really feel that , the idol is real kind or fake kind . :$
you got what i mean . :)
but who cares , i love whom i love . whether they are nice or not , i love :))

after the game , Eric sang the 2nd song ;
then we went up stage to get his autograph :D wheee .
i asked Eric to sign on the polaroid photo as well hahaa . :]

spot us ? XD

hehee , it's Vera :D see, Eric is so caring XD

heheee love this :D

he's really very kind , :)
not only because how he react on that day,
but he cares for his girlfriend so much .
you don'tknow the case about his gf and TVB ? go google it out :)
他真的是一个好男人 .. 绝世好男人 somemore :)
你不知道我最爱就是好男人的吗哈哈哈哈~

after Eric left ,
then i and babe Annie went to BBQ PLAZA to have our .. lunch/dinner ? HAHA. :)

after BBQ PLAZA ,
time to sing ! :D

you know , Greenbox Sgw has upgraded ! fuiyoh ! service and system all changed ;
dah jadi touchscreen pulak haha . :)
but touchscreen wasn't good cuz no remote control for me :( so i must sit infront of the screen there. :/
everything upgraded ; of course, price pun increase larrh :$ HAHAHA .

then we sang till 8pm ,
we went to Pavilion for snowflakes ,
and the Ochado's milk tea !
i wanna try out the Pop Egg Ochado Milk Tea so freaggin badly !
too bad , it's only 50 cups each day . it's limited. :(
so i bought myself a normal milk tea , with the pearl as topping :)

it's different with Chatime's milktea cuz ..
Ochado's milktea-taste are more ,
while Chatime's tates sweeter :)

get it now , in Tokyo Street Level 6 in Pavilion ! :D

after that ,
we went to Tasik Selatan to fetch Mel back home together :)

a special Sunday just ended :)

6th airport session and a lil celebration

2011-11-08T02:41:00.001-08:00

hmm .. i have a BIG DREAM now xD
well i need to save up much much money , gotta spend alot for nextyear :( i'm kinda stressed .
i'm going HongKong on 6th of March in 2012 :D for 6 days :)
hmm .. gotta spend for flights and everything by my own . *weih i'm 19 and i spend for trip by my own :/ don't say that i'm not independent :$ im not showing that i'm very dependent but at least , i can depend on myself too . :/
need to spend for camera somemore . arrgh . earn and save money !
well since i have this big dream , i will fight hard hard for life ! trust me :D !!

ya know why i love travelling .. ? :]
you'll see so many unique things by travelling , life's short , i don'twanna just stay here and keep on repeating doing the same things everyday. you'll realize how life can be so amazing and memories will be kept in your heart forever :D
旅遊中的所見所聞, 是人生一大學識 .
它能讓我們開拓視野 .. 見到很多很多的新東西 . :))
i just wanna travel to most of the countries before i die . :)
save up money for next station , Taiwan and Korea.
hope i could travel to Venice and Rome one day too .. seriously . =]

(enlarge the picture and see , it's so so nice !) :]
but i know this can only be achieved when i'm old . i'm not a rich kid . i kinda earn money by myself , if you don't know the story behind then don't criticize . :)
the best 2 things are to travel alone and travel with besties !
end of next year , Fung's HK concert .. hopefully can go with babes together ! ;D
*planning planning . save money my babes !! =D

alright back to topic , yeaay on 6th of Nov , on my burfdaaay :D
we got up at 6 early in da morning , then we out to KLIA airport afterwards.
fetched babe Sofea in Nilai first. :)

reached there about 8am .. before 8 .. waited till around 8.20am ..
FINALLY we saw ... OMG HAHAHAAA!

Fung coming in .. saw him ? *sorry the pic is abit dark hahaha .

then while Fung checking in , Wayne Lai黎耀祥 was passing by there to check in too . wow he's very nice arr ~ HAHAHHAA . i mean 他不摆架子 xD :)
then Wayne talking to Fung and CM , everyone is taking pics of them . hahaha i feel like i can be professional 狗仔队 suddenly XD

Fung was sick on that day, he couldn't even talk much .. :( saw him being sick like this ,, we sam tong to the max T_____T

then Fung signed on the albums .. yet he looked so tired and weak .. :(

looks nice ~ *credits to babe Ewon , she taken this picture :D

*credits to babe Ewon too . :D

babes pichas ! :D babe Jan , babe Ewon and babe Jessie :D

hehee me and babe Shannon :D

me and babe Jes :D

me and babe Sofea :D

3 of the darlings :D

both of my lovely babes . :D

5 of us ~ ignore my chubbbbbbbbbiness -____- !! XD

after sending fung off airport , we went to MCD to have our breakfast :D hehee . and kept talking ~

after the airport session , babes all went home separately .. :(
i went home too and fell sick pulak . :$ dammit .
but went out at night to STATION 1 for outing with darlings ,
hahahaa thanks for the cakes weih . i love them ! :D

Huiying and Koongli :D

Janice and Xue

Janice and cakes :D

Bubble , Spongebob and Doraemon hehee ! :D cuteeeenya ~

sorry for being sarcamastic again :P

this year burfday , i've got some good memories ;
and 3 birthday cards ! **i guess the one who know me should know why i love birthday cards ;D
其實我是喜歡人家在寫的時候的心意~ 字跡代表心意, 每一個字都代表著我們的友情 :]
說真的,我很感動也很感激 :)
thanks to my babe Jessie for this card :D

spot us ? =D

wow ! Aaron Yan and Jang Keun Suk ! hahaha . and ur words are real touching , you're forever my bestie too i swear ! ;D and really thanks to fung , or else we'll never have each other as babes :D and thanks for the moments we share together . :]

our woman , Ah Sheh and our man , Ah Fung ;D

HEHEEHE all my fave idols are in it ! hehehee . SHEH SHEH, FUNG , AARON AND JANG KEUN SUK . :D huhuhu . ~

thanks again for this , my dear :D

beside that , another card from my bestie, Bernice . :)
thanks alot for this too . she's my bestie since we were 7 . and till forever . ;)

HAHAHAHA Jang Keun Suk's cover , and FTISLAND at the back .
*actually i just like FTISLAND's Lee Hong Ki only hahahaa :P

HAHAHAHAAA funny words but thanks :)

i love it :D

really really super duper appreciate , it makes me smile !

thanks babe Renisyce for the card too :))

i specially love this page, JIMUI FOREVER :D yaaay !

jimui forever and ever ~ babe Annie, babe Renisyce and babe Jan :D :D

a big thanks ! :D

thanks to besties for the cards and
thanks to everyone for the wish too :D

hehee anyway just a random update , i've got the Jang Keun Suk ft Big Brother album [LOUNGE H VOL.1] :D

5th OUG event & Sunway Pyramid celebration

2011-11-07T20:54:00.000-08:00

so many things to update so many things to update ! :D
and so many stuff to do so many stuff to do :( T______T
imma do all the things right after i update my bloggie ;D

okaaays lai lai let's update about 5th of NOV stories :D

ya all know right , Fung is coming on that day ;D
hmmm yaay it's time to see fung and meet the babes again :]

i fetched babe Jessie , Joey and Sofea from KLSENTRAL to the location, OUG somewhere around Puchong there .
wow we were kinda shocked when we first saw the location , hahaha damn small the place there ,
good laarh we can see fung nearer and nearer XD
i was having period pain on that day , wth -____-
then we ordered pizza to there ! HAHAHAHHAAAA the pizza guy couldn't find the place . :$

time to snap while waiting :D

one of the picture from the photobook :D

hehee sarcasm ~

with babe Ewon's LUMF album :)

with babe Jessie :]

with babe Sofea :)

with babe Shannon :)

with babe Joey :]

Fung's HONEY ;D

babes's disappointed look xD

me and babe ewon :D

hehehee group pic ? :)

me and babe Jessie :D

ME :D babe Jan :D

me and babe Jessie ! :D

Fung's fan :D

then , waited ahfung till 4pm++ from 11am++ ..
but it's all worth it :]
FINALLY , AH FUNG CAME !! :D
he looks so man on that day ! seeeeee? ;)

looks very yeng and MAN :D

he likes to play with the camera XD

this serious look is so charming ;)

this smile melts our hearts .. sweet smile ;D

完美侧颜 ~

我好喜欢他这个表情 .. 所以旁边的两位.. 不好意思了 XD

超帅的超有吸引力的 ;D

omg this smile .. kills ! :P

hehehee lenqzaii :D

spot me ? XD

then the event ends about 5.30pm ..
i went to Sunway Pyramid with babes to celebrate babe Jes and my birthday :)
again , Chatime first before dinner . and our dinner was in Barbq Plaza :D
awwhyaaaay me favourite !! ^^~ loveloves! .

wow , this is the best meals ever i've had in BBQPLAZA cuz we ordered many foods ! ;D
yummy ~
pictures up :D

awwhyaay Chatime is the perfect match ? :P

my meal :D lovin BACON :D

sandwich toufu is a must in bbqplaza :D for me !

heheheee yummy ~

see the foods and people ? :]

nice foods :D

babe Sofea and Joey ! both lenqluii babes :)

we ordered many foods , hehee spot babe Shannon and Ewon ? :P

the sauce is yummy ! :D

nice one nice one !! it makes me cravin for bbqplaza so badly now ! ;D

babe Jan with babe Sofea :D

heheheee noobie look XD

woww lenqluiinya ~ :) babe Joey and babe Ewon.

hehee takin pichas with babes using Shannon's tablet =]

retarded look again xD

lovin this , look nice ! :D

did not forget to log in fb for awhile xD ehehee .

after the dinner , we went to somewhere(i don'tknow the name! XD) to eat the cakes xD
HAHAHAHHAAA , pictures :D

lenqlenq babe Joey is the photographer with her Nikon babe :D

babe Sofea and Shannon :D

ngek ngek ngek fruit cake and cheese cake ! :]

with babe Ewon and babe Joey :D

with babe Sofea and babe Shannon :D

with the burfday girl babe Jessie ;D

babe Joey and babe Jessie :D

me with babe Joey :D

make a wish make a wish ~ :D

babe Jessie, babe Ewon, babe Joey and babe Jan ~ :)

lovin this :D

babe Jan with the cakes :D

loveyou :D :D

both lovely babes ~

babe Jan ! heheheeeheheee hapiiburfdaaaaay to myself ! :)

then i dropped joey at bangsar and sofea at MV ,
while jessie and ewon were following me home . :D

see what we did at home , HAHAHAHAA ;D

HAHAHAHHAAA nerdy nerdy look xD whee.

babes forever ~! :D

thanks to Fung , bring me adorable babes who share the happiness moment and sadness :D

bwahahaa!

cakes ? :P

and Jessie surprised me with this card ! HAHAA xD
thanks alot and i appreciate much much ;D *lurrrves.

errrm then we slept lo cuz we need to get up early on next day morning bwahahaaa ;D
to send Fung off the airport . :)

Wed celebration

2011-11-04T03:30:00.000-07:00

4/11 , here am i to blog again ! :D
just wanna update about the advanced burfday celebration on Wednesday with my loves .

firstly, thanks so much for this and i do appreciate it . :)
HAHAHAHAHAAA okaaay , actually i did not know at all about the "surprise" celebration , LOL.
babe Annie said that she was sad on the day before, so she wanted to go for shopping ;
so i thought it was real !
then the next day , we went to LowYat's Redbox to sing ! :D woww it's beeeeeen so long i did not sing ! been 2 weeks ! xD *whooots long huh ? :P
before Redbox, Kuso bought his new phone, Samsung Galaxy SII in Low Yat first , wow happy guy got his new phone ! :D
then we went in Redbox around 2.30pm .. the most satisfying thing is tat i sang "skyscrapper" and "wish you were here" :) too bad, "someone like you" is not out yet ! -___-
then nearly 5.30pm ..
suddenly .. !! ..
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU .. "
the staff sending the cake in .. hahahaa . *seriously , thanks alot , i was touched :]

seeeeee my pictures ! ;)
we had lotsa fun in the room :D

noobie look ! @@

me and babe Renisyce ~

NOT babe Kuso :P bwahahaa !

woww exciting about the SII :D

me and babe Annie ..~

spot SII ?! :P

this one busy with his Iphone pulak :P

dang dang dang dang .. HAPIIBURFDAAAAY to me ? :)

yeaay JANICE T , JAN T is my name ;) T is my initial and i lurrve it . ;)

HAHAHAHAAA ~

yummy cake ! looks delicious in pic huh ? IT IS indeed :D

wheee ~ :P

ignore my chubby face T__T :( but i love this pic so i posted this . hahaaa . i hate my chubbiness ! :X

after the singk .. wow .. Melvin is busy with Iphone ; Kuso is busy with SII , Annie is busy with her S too . everyone is busy with phones xD

on the way to LOT 10 SHABU ONE . :)

欠揍Look xD

hehehee i love Melvin's Iphone for this reason ,
i love this camera thingy ;) nice eh ? hehee .

lastly , 当然要来张自恋照 XD

taken by Kuso's Galaxy SII .. i love the front camera more , hehee looks nice :)

taken by SII too , the camera is nice , hehehe . well wat i concern the most about phones are camera XD LOL ~

eventho the light is darker .. but the front camera also seem nice .. hahaa ~ thats why i prefer front camera more . lol

HEHEHE , love !~

有没有回眸的感觉?! 哈哈哈拍这张照片时是超好笑的,Kuso笑到够够力 xD

ehh 其实我根本就还没有ready好吗 ~ !! 哈哈哈哈!! xD Melvin那么快就拍了 xD

then we went to Shabu One in Lot 10 , to have our steamboat buffet as dinner whee ~

the foods are nice especially the FISHBALLS! i love it ! chicken soup is nice too! :D

the receipt is nice :D

go for movie after that , [IN TIME] ~

but before movie , CHATIME IS A MUST ! ~ :D

and i bought myself DELECTABLE choc cake at Delectable @ Pavilion . =] yes it's yummy!

[IN TIME] is a good movie actually , it taught you to appreciate the loved ones and time . :)

if i were in the movie, i guess i'd be same like JT , living each day with not much of time cuz time = money . money = time . we both don't have much money , thus dont have much time xD

and i probably cant live for more than 1 day cuz i dont even have 24bucks with me -__- LOL .

AHAHAHA. aiiiks . anyway , you guys should watch it . :) it's a good movie tho. but it didn't impress me like how [REAL STEEL] did .. :]
i'm a big fan of JT since i was 15 ! since i listened to his "what comes around goes around" .. his voice is so sexay like seriously !
his songs are nice .. my love .. lovestoned .. sexyback .. and all . =]

hehee .. then after the movie ,, we went home lurrrh . :)

once again, thanks alot guys . *lotsa lurrrrves

Sushi King bonanza dinner .

2011-10-31T08:23:00.000-07:00

went to Sushi King,Nilai for the RM2 bonanza for dinner with peeps. :]
salmon is not really fresh ; and i did not manage to 'RAMPAS' the Tori Karaage . :[
but some sushi are not bad . :D we had a great dinner .

yummy huh .. i know . :D

see four of us . :D

babe Jan T .

babe Renisyce .

kawaii Kuso .

babe Annie .

we started our time for sushi at 8.13pm and we left around 9.15pm ..
*satisfied awwh yay* :]

paid the bill at the counter . =]

before i say goodnight , upload a pic of mine .

I'M SO NAKED . in this picture.
*taken before i slept . so naked so natural .
you know i ain't a pretty chick and you do . :] i love myself still .

how good if we can be naked , no faking no pretending .
but without wearing mask , sometimes it's hard to survive . uh ?

sorry i'm not in a good mood today ,
no reason , just sorry .
i did not mean to screw my day up , i never wanted to .

我從來就是那種 -- 我的痛苦我的不開心都不會要由旁人來承擔 ;
我瞭解到 .. 旁人沒義務去承擔你的不開心 .. 所以每次的不開心 ,
我都會儘量把自己給cheer up回 .. 我已忘了多久 .. 我學會了不傾訴 ..
傾訴 .. 也只給好朋友 . 因為好朋友, 並不屬於是'旁人' 了 .. :)
我學會了睡個覺第二天開開心心又是新的一天 .. 我的樂觀是對嗎?

還是只是逃避? 不逃避又能怎樣? 做人 .. 18年來最大的學問還是人與人之間的溝通和關係 ..
18年來我都還在學習這個學問 . 可是我真的有混亂的時候. -__-

所以我從來沒怪過那些沒給予支持的或甚至在笑的.. :)
我只學會不在人前哭 .. 一哭,, 別人又再笑你說你是弱者loser . :]

這個世界都是你看我好我看你好的吧 ..
煩的東西有很多 .. 誰人懂?
金錢就是一個煩惱 .. 人類是另一個.

im just confused whether should i wear a mask , or be naked ?
you got me ? i really hope you do .

goodnight .

追星日記 :]

2011-10-29T01:22:00.000-07:00

啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦~
上部落格更新更新了 .. :)

這整個星期上線少了很多很多 ..
因為不想上 fb沒什麽東西好玩 ; 而且過敏了 allergic到夠夠力 -__-
加上家裡換了電視機 , 發證先鋒III 也超好看 ..
就只呆在電視機前面煲劇 . =D

可是過敏癥讓我痛不欲生 -.-
我想死喇 !! 很tmd辛苦 == T__T

話說上個星期天去Summit 追星 .. :D
追陳展鵬和馬國明, 哈哈 :]
熟悉我的人都知道我是從小看港劇長大的 .. 所以港星給我很多熟悉感與親切感 XD

那天玩得蠻HIGH的 .. 哈哈我還上臺去玩遊戲 .

heheee spot me? XD

專心玩遊戲中 ~ wow , 輝仔笑得很燦爛啊! :D

哇~ 我近距離再一次看到了劉界輝, 我就說他是超帥的 ;
那精緻的五官真的是完美啊 .. 哈哈哈!

唱得多投入啊 ~ :D

我不是跟輝仔同一組 , 我是跟阿Joe曾耀祖同一組! 哈哈他是很可愛很調皮~ 超可愛! ^^..

我的背影 ~ 肥 T____T

呵呵 ~ 我喜歡這張! :]

阿鈺唱歌是真的很好聽 =]

然後呢 .. 三點半左右 , 出場啦!!
展鵬馬明出場咯 XD ~
哈哈每個人人機一體 xD 哈哈!
展鵬蠻Man 的 :D 很親切的確 . 跟他自拍也沒問題 , wow~
他還不停的走下臺下跟觀眾做個近距離互動~ :]

馬明是超可愛的咯 , 哈哈為人也超真的 , 不做作, 可愛喇~ 呵呵. =]

看一看他們有多可愛? heeee. :]

呵呵, 小朋友們玩得多過癮啊 ~ ^^~

玩遊戲的時候~ 哈哈可愛的兩位靚仔!

我超喜歡這張! =] 呵呵多可愛啊~

然後我們上臺拿簽名 ~ 呵呵!

簽名照 :D

Baby Jazmine and Daddy Michael . :)

話說昨天~ 去了 28.10 , @ 17 saloon , 炎亞綸音樂餐會! =D

沒辦法 .. 過敏到夠力 ~ 不戴口罩真的不行 -__-

跟寶貝們先到 Times Square 看戲, [香港猛鬼故事] .. 嗯 .. 王晶和葉念深导演的作品 ..
坦白說我不抱大期望 .. 這次希望有新突破 .. 可惜還是沒有 :X
我就要來杯葛王晶和葉導了 ..
影片中不停影射阿峯 -__- 頂.
周秀娜羅仲謙是葉導的愛將 . 不過羅仲謙是很帥氣很健碩喇呵呵~
雖然他打女人 -___- :(
這部片子說不上很恐怖 .. 只是有些嚇人的鏡頭 ..

然後, 我們便去到sunway pyramid 的 17saloon 排隊入場 .. 等了蠻久的!

on the way ! :]

在排隊的途中當然要有CHATIME的陪伴~ 呵呵 ^^~ 你猜猜看哪個是我的!! :P

終於進場啦!! TIME TO EAT ! 餓到99 . =[

兩個寶貝~ 寶貝君和寶貝鳳.

現場是多人到 .. 據說只限350個人 =D

the so called Buffet. lol . but not bad, tastes nice. heee .

** 我特別喜歡這張照片 .. 有feel .. :]**

亞綸到了 !! 亞綸出場啦! :]

哇~ 帥氣的公子與眾不同啊!

他唱了三首歌, 好聽 ;
那唱歌時的投入認真的模樣 .. 好吸引人啊 ~ :)

唱得多投入 .. 多深情的公子 , 大愛丫 ~

好喜歡這張照片 .. 也好有感覺耶 .. :] 呵呵~

這張也是!!

亞綸哥哥很可愛啊 !! 跟俊傑小弟弟來個可愛自拍喲~
多希望我是那位小弟弟 :P

亞倫哥哥怎麼笑得那麼可愛丫~ :D

Hapiiburfdaaaay to you .. hapiiburfdaay to you ..
hapiiburfdaay to Aaron .. hapiiburfdaay to you .. :D
切蛋糕啦!! 呵呵~ :D

炎天王笑得多甜啊!!

酷酷的天王來個catwalk :)

笑得多可愛 =]

到大約六點亞綸便離開了~

炎天王給個飛吻! 哈哈~

想念想念~ :]

babe Renisyce, Janjan , babe Annie :] 哈哈哈~ 好看的褲子! so colourful ! ^^~

喜歡這張 :P 戴上口罩的我真的還okay喇哈哈 XD 脫下口罩的我就不看的了! XD 哈哈, 看來此後我要多帶口罩 xD

然後我們就去流浪了一會兒 ~
再去吃晚餐 ! 火鍋! Serdang 海塘火鍋! 超贊的!
它是目前為止我認為最好吃的火鍋~ 可以去試試哦 :))

開了flash的 ~ 呵呵燈光好美 :))

話說回來 .. 嗯.. 星期二那天和babe Annie 去看了paranormal activity III ..
有嚇到 -__- 哈哈全部觀眾一起在戲院裡喊, 感覺很棒!
的確, 第三集比之前的好看很多 =D 而其也比較恐怖 XD 贊! :]

去看之前，我們去了sunway yuan 火鍋~ 著名是著名 .. 可是個人認為還是serdang的比較好吃 =]
不過yuan的海鮮豆腐是超好吃!! 贊 !
嗯嗯 .. ~ 我是很喜歡吃火鍋雖然我不是很吃得 XD

最後, 要祝我的敖犬加油加油生日快樂!
專輯大賣拍多點電影! :D
愛你了!! ~ :]
嗯嗯 .. 我是在看了【戀夏戀夏戀戀下】后迷上敖犬,
宅男犬實在可愛到不行!! 呵呵~

goodnight .
tata , update soon :)

beautiful morning + Thailand .

2011-10-21T20:29:00.000-07:00

22/10 - Tuesday , 11.42am .

it's a pretty morning ; yaay . :]
just feel like blogging about something ! heee .
went for Dim Sum as breakfast with the peeps , Jesse and Jeeying darlings . x)
wow unexpectedly i could wake up that early, what a challenge. LOL .
look , they're having yummy dim sums . heheee . ^^..~
guess what , we heading to the Travel Agency after our breakfast . xD
WE'RE GOING KOREA ! Jeeying and I ! heeee i'm excited, freaggin excited. :P :D
just got some information from 2 agencies , will go to the other agencies on coming Monday. :]
the Korea Trip is on nexytear May . wheee .
the places that i would visit according to the tour list , hehee =]

Shinchon Ladies Street. 新村女人街 :D

it's the Seongsan Ilchulbong , 龙头岩 .

Namsangol hanok village , 南山韩屋村 .

Myeongdong - 明洞步行街 . :D

Everland ! :D 爱宝乐园 .

Dongdaemun market ! shopping shopping ! :D

Deoksugung Palace , 得寿宫 .
and lot more . ^^v .. ~
who would you think about when you firstly think about 'KOREA' .
whoots , yaay , i miss him .
and Korea totally reminds me of him .
i bet i'll have a good time in Korea just because of him XD

ya know i love traveling , planning to go Thailand again on the end of the year. seriously . with coursemates seem would be harder ; some of my coursemates are not interested i suppose .. :(

with family most probably . :D hopefully larh . :] or friends ? =] or alone ? HAHAHA .
i love the feeling of walking alone in a strange city , :]
lemme blog about my Thailand trip which was about half year ago , LOL i did not blog anything about it and did not even upload the pictures. LOL ?

went to there with parents and aunty. HAHAHA .

reached there about afternoon time ; yaay it was lunch time ! went to a thai-chinese restaurant . awwhdammit , i miss the Tomyam soup and the Thai sambal spicy petai with pork so much . whoots . ;D drooling*

check in at the hotel , after bath ! yaaay out again ! :]

the street . infront of my hotel . =D

woww , what a BIG COKE . hehehee .

awwhyaay , massage time ! it costs around RM25 for 2 hours++ massage! murah right? lol .

after massage , balik hotel and get ready for dinner ! :D

this stall's food was totally awesome ! the meatballs tomyam meehoon and the meatballs mee kicap are freaggin ,freaggin YUMMY ! especially when you added some chili powder .. wooooah . my 2nd day's breakfast , lol .

after the dinner on the first day , went for the "Ah-gua" show . =/ LOL .
Ah Gua = the men with women's body . lol

after the Ah Gua show , the "adults" :P went for the 18sx show . -__- hahahaha xD . well i was going with them but lastly i went back hotel alone before the show started , ahem. :P walked alone in the town , hehehee it was great. seriously :) :]

2nd day , we went to the temples. :]

hehehee this bread is yummy too. chicken floss + butter + kaya . :D

before going to temples , we had our breakfast in the stall that i mentioned in above. ^^~

here you are , see , hehehe nice wei ! with the chili powder, meatballs and "siu yuk(烧肉)" XD

Temple's time :]

heheee ^^v

went to the beach . photo with the mermaid ? :] lol . awhyaa , thirsty , damn hot weather , coconut juice . =D
* i know i was damn fat , and i still am -________- deng .

the beautiful beach .

hehehe third day , going back to Malaysia . :)) see my hair looks cute XD

what's your number . =) and AOD function .

2011-10-21T07:19:00.000-07:00

Hello dearests .. :D

21/10 . awhyaay i'm blogging again . hahahaa !

BLOODY TESTS ARE FINALLY OVER ! :D :D hehehee .

feeeel relief . seriously . lol . it's just test 1 ; test 2 and finals are waving at me :D shyts :/

alright , whatever ; enjoy a lil bit first b4 i get busy again :)

firstly, i wanna blog about this movie , [WHAT'S YOUR NUMBER] !! ;D

watched this movie justnow , with the buddy, Jesse :]

well , it's a romance comedy film with lotsa words which are not suitable for kids XD hahahaa !. innocence spoilt nanti. lol .

Anna Faris and Chris Evans , whee Anna is always cute and Chris, whoops lenqzaiinya :P

it's an inspiring movie, *lol wth am i sure? LOL.
errrm it inspires me about my thoughts of love and relationships. HAHAHHAAA sounds lame uh . lol

" when you're in a relationship ; the most important thing is that
you can truly be yourself as who you are with your loved ones ,
no pretending no faking no lying . :] "

well , it's about a woman named Ally(Anna Faris) who after reading a magazine article that leads her to believe she's going to be forever alone, begins a wild search for the best "ex" of her life. :]

Colin(Chris Evans), *the Captain America guy ; he's the main cast in the movie.
He is Ally's neighbour and he helps her to find her ex-es back while Ally helps him to escape from the women who have sex with him .

He used to have sex with MANY women , -___-
and he changed till he fell for Ally.

Ally didn't believe that he could change for her
(because she didn't have sex with Colin yet -.-
so she thinks that he would just run away if she had slept with him. )

but then at last , she believes that she truly loves him so she gets him back.

weiih at last , i mean ending part damn touching wei, T__T
Colin really loves Ally . :(
*and i love Colin ! xD

eh but in reality , would you just be with the guy who has sex with freaggin many women ?!.
eventho you fall for him but would you be together with him and
believe that he could effin change for you and
be loyal to you ? ehh don't be that silly my girls . :/ :$ whoops bullshiting around? :P
well it's just my opinion anyway :]
i wish there would be some guys who can change my mind too :P :P

HAHAHAA , but hmm .. it wasn't a bad movie , it's nice . i mean you can really laugh hard and concentrate in the movie. LOL .

awwh lastly , Chris Evans is fcukin HAWT like O.M.G ;)
i knew it since i watched the Captain America. lol .

see i told ya , he's freaggin hot and handsome ! LOL . his smile is really sweet seriously :/ dammit lol .

hmmm ..
going to Summit USJ for the Astro On Demand's event on Sunday . :]

Kenneth Ma and Ruco Chan are coming !

Kenneth Ma 马国明 - one of my fave TVB artists. :] hehehe ; kinda love him, "especially" in his drama of [Survivor's Law II 律政新人王II] and [MOL 谈情说案] :) this is the first time he comes to Malaysia for functions right if i'm not mistaken . (the [BORN RICH 富贵门] 大马取景 not counted laarh lol .) and he ONLY attends the Summit event , not the S.Giza and Kuantan . LOL. how could i miss it, lol ~！

Ruco Chan陈展鹏 - hehehee actually i did know who he is since a very long time ago before he gets 咸鱼翻身 in TVB in recent years . :/
recently , he's getting more popular . everyone has their past stories ; and no matter what , the fans support you . :] *i'm not really a fan of his but i kinda like his acting , did you watch [THE OTHER TRUTH真相] ? you should watch it . :) he's the Keith in it ! xD

awwhyaay .

hehee anyway,
goodnight peeps . update soooon . :]